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Thursday, July 18, 2013, 9:09 AM
Just a short note.



According to my dad, the super logical robot brain with a squishy center, if you approach this from a completely non-racial perspective, it’s still wrong. I’m inclined to agree with him.



Fact 1) Z followed TM based on the fact that he looked suspicious, even after placing 911 call and being told that officers were on their way.



Fact 2) Z assumed guilt of TM before any evidence was found – and I quote “These assholes always get away with it.“








Sunday, June 02, 2013, 2:58 AM
Eminem's freestyle ... ;)

I Wasn't Born Mean I Was Pushed To Stretch It,I Walk The Streets Looking For Some Puss To Fetch MeI'm Like A Vegi Brains Turn The Mush Im EdgieEdgie Enough To Give Regie Bush A WedgieIf He Dont Give Me Kim Things Could Get MessySo Pass It Ass To Me Let Me Squish The Left CheekAnd Push Against The Right One Till Its Smushed Against MeAnd Leave A Dead Body In The WoodsThe Mc, With The Christopher Reef BeefWe Started Off On The Wrong FootOr Should I Say Fake Leg Made Out Of Wood I ShouldntYes I Should Riding Through The Hood Im Chilling With Westwood Im Quite MellowA White FellowMy Pee Is Bright YellowI Like Jellow, Im Like HelloTo A Cute Little Dyke On The Mic Im Kinda Like
Me And West Wood Blastin OffJackin Off In A Pair Acid WashsBumpin Asher RothCruisin Drastic Til I Damn Near Crash The CarTry Ta Smash Em Of Of The DashHit The Over PassWent Off, Over The BridgeInto On Coming Traffic CausedA Massive Fourty-two Car Pile UpNot A Scratch At AllHopped Up Holding An Axe And SawJason Mask Is OffAnd My Face Is Plastered In Tobasco SauceSpittin Flame Kickin Fire Out Ya AssYa Lil Fag You Can Pass It On Or Battery Acid DawgYou Dont Wanna Get My Ass Ticked OfIm Harder Than Playing BasketballWhile Im Going Through Cracc WithdrawlsDick So Big Its Like ElasticI Tie It In A Knot And It Looks Like Mr. FantasticCrossed The Path Of Plastic Man With A Drastic ForcePut My Penis On Classic Sports.
Once Again It's The Sinister Cynical Minister ShadyKryptonite To Superman He's A Dentist To AmyAdminister Of The PainJust Finished Huffin The PaintAnd Muffled The Fumes Like ItWas Nothin Because It Ain'tAnything In His His WayHis Enemies He Just SlaysHis Venom He SpraysReaches Like Beams Of Energy RaysMenecing StanceHe Plans Making The Hairs All On The Back Of Your Neck StandLike Dracula Yep[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/tim-westwood-freestyle-lyrics-eminem.html ]Spectacular Rep He's A TarantulaGargantuan Yeah AngelaSo I Command You To Start DancinPart Manson Part HannibalPart Mechanical Shark ThrowinAnimal Parts At Scarlett JohannsonEnter My Gas ChamberYa Gangster? My AssHe's Got His Fangs To Your NeckHe's Set To Strangle Your Ass HaterYour Facin A Task GreaterHe's Chasin Your AssHe's Got His Face In A MaskAnd Blood Stains On His Glass TableI'm Checking The ExposureOf Photos And Be ExposingMyself Locked Inside Of A Cozy Hotel PosingWith Or Without ClothingNext To The DecomposingBodies Eroding While I'm Dosing OffOverdosingWindows Opening ShuttingDoors Opening ClosingI Think There's A GhostToo Much Hydrocodone And CodeineI Was Only Supposed To Swallow HalfI Took The Whole ThingI'm Not JokingI Think I Just Snorted My NoseringI Need A Drink I'm Standing Over The Sink HosingMyself Self Loathing Cause I'm On The Brink CloselyI Don't Wanna ThinkThis'll Make Everything RosyBeverly Sings Everything While I'm SeveringThree ToesiesTotally Frozen While I Close InI'm Normally Rosyyyyyy Won't You Come Out To PlayNo Sense Wasting TimeCutting And Pasting Headlines Of The PapersMaking Shrines Of My Crimes And CapersMy World's A WhirlwindI Murdered My GirlfriendGo To Europe And Put Neruphins In My SyrupAnd Stirred ThemYou've Never Heard Them Like ThisSo Don't Encourage ThemThe Neurosurgeon Coke LyricsAnd Lyrics WorsenThe Kind Of PersonTo Get Katie Couric To Curse AndEighty Spirits Of Ladies Get Shady Murdered The VirginCrazy Turn Of The Events That He EmergedTo Go To The World And < > The ChildrenLoad Them Into The BuildingAnd Kill'm And Bury Them In The MudAnd Mildew And He Will Do What He FeelsAnd Still Will Spit Drawin The Gold Like RumplestilskinCotton And Silk, Motrin And Tylenol Three PillsThe Real Slim Shady's Entered The BuildinNothin But Crumpled Leaves And Tumbleweeds Up In This Bitch, MildredHe's Amped With It He Still Shouldn't Be HealedThere's No One As Sick As HeEmcees Will Get Free Friekazied On The Grill.




Tuesday, March 26, 2013, 9:39 AM
Makeup!

It's been awhile since I've posted!
Did makeup in 5 minutes last night... Just trying out the three eyeshadow from ELF and a new bloodred lippy. (It seems I do have somewhat of a bloodkink.. At least for the colour anyway. )

Anyway! The makeup was sent to me by le darling Lizatang ~ I can definitely trust her taste explicitly.. Because honestly I've never managed to find such a perf colour of red!!

Didn't use foundation and stuff so had to use filters ... XD

Love playing with makeup. I know it's mad brainless and whatevs but it's relaxing and fun!!! Hahaha. Dawn, your blonde is showing.




Thursday, September 20, 2012, 8:03 AM
Random



So much for healthy.
One two three
Emotional mimicry
Cut tears free
One
Two
Three
For each of the sorrows my heart holds
Three
Two
One
My legs collapse and fold
A self-sought retribution
Purify me from this guilt
Slice through the suffocation
The blade with blood so prettily gilt...




Monday, August 27, 2012, 3:47 PM
Parts of something...

Blood dripping onto dampened pillows,
heartbeat tumultuous like stormy billows
A wolf’s howl slicing through the night,

As the blade glimmers with another man’s plight
The moon providing no comforting glow,
Its figure just like the eye of a crow
Listen, can you hear the rending?

Of a thousand hearts no longer beating?
Be still, can you feel the fearful trembling?
Of a wounded person fighting?
Darkness brings its welcomed anonymity,
cloaking the pain with grimmest of gravity

It suffers not the tiniest light or glimmer,
And as the life thread grows ever slimmer,
She does not resist death’s cold embrace,
A little more than a hint of a smile on her face…

Something random Ducky and I made a few months ago.. when I was feeling sad-ish.. :) Decided to post parts of it on this blog... mainly cuz I haven't updated it much recently. -.-




Tuesday, August 21, 2012, 9:45 AM

I'm sorry by Tommy Reeve.





Tuesday, June 12, 2012, 12:43 AM
TK's 22nd!!

22 years ago, on the 11th of June, was the birthdate of one of the best friends one could ever wish for.

It's been 6 years babe... And today was your birthday but yet I feel like you gave me the gift.

Your very cutely fierce "who?!" just made me realize that... Even knowing me through my best and worst, you still are right there ready to defend me. That just touched me right in the sappy bloody deepest chamber of my heart..

I hope I can do the same for you one day .... Because no matter how much nonsense we go through, I'm always going to do my best to be there for you, and I'll have your back, girl. I'll be there to say "Who?!?!" for you too. :')

Here's to you, on your special day.

I love ya ;)




Monday, June 04, 2012, 8:38 AM
The Endless Weekend

Saturday was endless... And even though I slept around 12 hours, it still wasn't enough to carry me through Sunday! Lol.

Went to help out at primary sabbath school... Was pretty fun... Entertaining story telling hahaha. XP
I have a bad feelin the rainbows will come unglued soon though :(

Right after service we rushed to Chinatown for lunch.. Nomz! Ate so much... The people there have started to recognise us I think .. LOL! Thanks to going to that restaurant so freakin frequently. -.-'''

Went home, switched on the ac, and started making those "fan signs" .. For the bf's childhood friend's concert ... We started at 4 and just barely finished by 7... Rushed down to orchard hotel and found that the concert hadn't started... And in the end it started freakin 45 minutes late! Haha. I guess that's what happens with concerts?

Did a lot of screaming and jumping up and down and clapping and hmmmm okay. I had a severe headache and a cramping throat after leaving... Concert lasted from 8:40pm to 11? I must be getting old. Haha.

Went back to baby's place for supper.. Then took a cab home. Reached home around 2am -.-
Was pretty much in a coma...

Woke up at 1pm Sunday. Still felt like crap. Went for a light lunch with gramps and pops... Then met breadpudz at 5 for Applebee's :D

Let me say that the service there is awesome!!! I've never had cause for dissatisfaction at applebees , but this time they were really great. I offered to pay for my wrong order, which was totally my fault, and they insisted on just absorbing the cost. Haha! Really nice of them! And one of the waitresses actually said thank you everytime we asked for water refills! Hahaha I remember tatcha got this really awed look on her face and turned to me, saying "that waitress just said thank you to me!! After refilling my water!! Where can I write my praises for her?!?!"

Well I just solved that problem for you babe. Haha.

Went shopping but couldn't find anything :( probably too tired to focus.
Went home, cleaned my room a bit.. And watched a movie! Crappy ass movie.

And here I am back at work. It's gonna be another long day today. :')




Friday, May 25, 2012, 10:52 AM
Big nutshell

So!

Here's my week in a nutshell!

Monday: dinner with the darling boyfriend, celebrating our monthsary :P ate a lovely dinner, went home and flipped out because I felt fat. Hahaha. Retarded.

Tuesday: had dinner with my baby girl, and and and went shopping ;) our mission was successful.

Wednesday: dinner with lover at her house, met her mom, went to Payless to shop after, but didn't buy anything. Kinda like the wedges though. ;))

Thursday: went to bf's house cuz he cooked for me again! Ahhhhh. I love his cooking... Feel so loved and happy eating his creations hahaha! XD watched iron man 2 at his place... Then rushed home to sleep! (did 50 crunches before bed, yay me!!!)

Friday: I'm still at work. Yawn. But I'm meeting babygirl for dinner and then going to the talk by Peter Gregory...
Hope I stay awake!

Tomorrow: gonna be church and the talk.. And then the idiot bf will be freakin abandoning me. So I will be dateless on a Saturday night. Pfffft.

Sunday... Lunch with gramps and dad, and bf coming over to study! I shall probably sleep while he studies. Mwahaha.

Okay back to work....




10:45 AM
Mysteries

Contemplating the mysteries of Facebook and other social networking sites. Hmmm.




Wednesday, May 23, 2012, 8:13 AM
Musings on the tracks

Anybody wonder why there are so many policemen walking around this early in the morning? Are they afraid of mass rioting? Hahaha...

I'm afraid for Singapore...
There's nothing wrong with complaining.. I complain a Crapton. But If people don't start trying to be less bitter, it's just going to explode one day. And I don't want to be around when that happens.

Oh well. Just some early morning thoughts. Need to get back to blogging.




Monday, May 07, 2012, 12:03 AM

It's a long weekend!!!

Tralalalalalaaaalalalalaaaaa~

And I'm relieved because I've been eating so much with the boyfriend but I haven't gained weight.... Yet...

Time to get back to exercising/restricting !!! Need to lose lose lose not just plateau.

Also been rewatching the last half of huan zhu Ge Ge 2! Hahaha in love with the soundtrack :)))

Tomorrow, I'm gonna wake up early-ish and workout, bathe my dog, and get ready for AVENGERS.. In IMAX!! Yeah! Freakin IMAX . It's been too long since I've been to an imax theatre.. Too freakin long.

Okie. Me tired. Me shall do mask now. Heehee.




Monday, April 23, 2012, 2:10 PM
21st April, 2012 <3

It's been awhile since I last blogged!

On the 21st of April Mr Yeah and I officially got together again! :))) I know it's stupid, but being officially a couple means quite a lot to me. It means I'm finally not afraid to commit again. It means I'm a hundred and ten percent sure that he is the one I am crazy about and in love with and want to spend every single minute with. It means I love him and I'm not afraid to say it.

After almost two years, and so many ups and downs, we finally put our fears aside and just decided to make it work.

That's why it means so much to me.

:D