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haha. long time no blog sia. X) man oh man..i still have yet to translate that chinese story!! Grr.. maybe i won't. but it's too nice n poetic to waste. Haha... anyway. today had semaphore honor in Zuriel!! The Jireh pf's came to help!! Gwash. so scary. it's like, we walk in, n there are jireh ppl playing UNO on the floor. Like...wth!! haha. So sha n mi went out to the sand pit to count starx..at..10 am. 10 AM. toot us i know. so then the lesson started. FARNIE. Linus n ms taught jasmine, gazel and mi. n we were so LAN!! haha. but jasmine was the most pro one lorx...haha..smart smart de.. n den the grp leaders made us guess 3 n 4 letter words. diaosh. n the 4 letter word ms made was...POLY? What the toot! den shanice n mi were lyk..we know where that came from. kk..continue some ther time. =))
firstly, ghost, i hope the letters weren't so boring until u wanna vomit blood and secondly, shanice, i hope ur knee is okay. haha. Anyway..
i don't have anything to write. supposed to traslate that chinese novel but no time... blablabla..
stilll got physics and maths homework to do. BAKA!!
oh yeah..one thing..
i really don't know why i can't stand staying in balestier! its like every week shanice n mi zi ran will go thomson de.. eh...stoops la..muz break tis habit. haha. but balestier is seriously lacking something..i can't really tell what. haiz. it's just very lifeless n boring la..
he swirled through her mind like a mist, enveloping everything she did. the name hung vapidly in her thoughts, even when she was studying, when she was walking, running, playing. The worst times was when she had nothing on her hands and her mind was free to wander as it would. Then the questions, doubts and confusion would come. He could take her to the peaks of elation and right back to the valley of uncertainty in just one paltry day. but dammit she loved him.... there's was no changing that....
Kk a continuation. Haha. I think i'm going to go crazy la... and it's gonna be their fault. Lol. Right now only studies n u are keeping mii sane. Haha. Actually sometimes u add to my madness but..i prefer it that way. >.^ anyway.... I just don't get it! maybe next time i shall get a degree in psychology so i can analyse these pl who make me so mad. haha.. oh yea... and why are some ppl so sadistic?? i know two ppl , one is intrigued by ways of killing, the other is wanting to be a real life assassin. HEHE... funny nia.. Okay.. nothing to write now.. i stil have some stories to post, but my fingers pain liao.. play pianoa nd guitar for two hrs just now. owchhii. yupp. i know shanice ur gonna say i'm soft skinned. *bwahahaha*
looks lyk we're obsessed with this *bwahaha* thingy...
oh well..
ciiaaoo
okay. What or rather how, can one tell another that u just don't like him but just wanna be friends?? because..... i have a very great feeling if i spell it out so clear n he sees there's really no way i'm going to like him in that sense, he's going to either totally start acting like he never knew me, or just start doing the hurt puppy dog act. Both of which i can't stand. >.< And on top of that my mom has not much idea of these stuff happening so she can't give advice or anything. Well..i seriously dunno how le....other than to continue doig what i've been doing, saying 'yea thanks'. Which is very very lame and is making him even more irritated. LoL. oh wait...i g2g..continue some other time..
She opened her eyes , gazing at the unfamiliar surroundings.Gone was the cold and rain. She felt deliciously warm and cozy. Thankfully, she didn't remember anything to make her heart bleed again...
A tall blond boy held her close to him as he sat enconsed in an armchair. He had a masculine, rugged look and bearing, yet boyish sweetness was mixed artfully with it. Wordlessly watching over her, he inwardly cursed the boy who had nearly caused her to die in the cold, merciless storm. He never knew how much he had loved her until he had found her lying peacefully beneath the trees while the icy winds and rain had slowly chilled the living breath out of her. His heart had suddenly dropped to the ground, his pulse had throbbed violently as he slipped and stumbled through the sodden grass, half-blinded by the rain, with the horrible dread that she might be as dead as she looked.It was then he realized the drearyness and emptyness of his life if she were to die. He had nearly shouted with relief when he found a faint pulse still encapsulated in that cold, tiny wrist. Regardless of her watersoaked, and corpse-like appearance, she looked the most beautiful to him then. He now knew he loved her, he always had but was too blind to realize it. What if it were too late? Would she be able to love again? Would she trust him? Questions, thoughts ,suspicions, but no answers whirled mistily through his mind as he stumbled home, trying to shield her from the cruel winds and arrow-like raindrops....
Having wrapped her in a thick blanket and comforter, he made to lay her on the sofa, then changed his mind and cradled her like a baby. Easing down into the big armchair, he looked at the white lips that were slowly regaining colour.Holding her close, he closed his eyes, the trek in the rain had been exhausting..... (to be continued)
This blog isn't only for stories but also to say what i really think. Which is impossible on dat public blog. So now i just have to pray no one who is not supposed to be here, comes here. HAHA.
Anyway. i was just thinking. Why is it that some guys have such a crap attitude toward the whole 'love' thing? It like, they approach like a sport or something and the girls are the prey. What they have in mind after 'catching' her..i have no idea. How do u base a healthy relationship on something which came out of a sport? For all u know the guy didn't even have any feelings for the girl except the ones he told himself he had! Seriously. Oh yeah sometimes it gets worse. They just want to see if they 'can'. Which means whether they can 'get' a girl. Like, think of the girl la! She may think ur serious and really give her heart to u !! Haiz. Well. It can get even better. There was this blasted guy who started flirting with me the first wk in sch. I thot it was really weird he was coming on so strong. So u know what i found out?? He had told my friend he wanted to 'woo' me to shock my dad. Who happens to be his teacher. His supposedly favorite one. When i heard that i was so darned amused la. Oh ya. And just thanked my stars i never really took him seriously. I almost did okay. He was so convincing. Haha.. =.=''' Oh..and sometimes guys compare 'score', talk about the 'chase' in a way u might think they were talking about hunting antelope or something. It's one thing to really like the person, make a few mistakes, and blunders, than totally just do the whole routine with a 'let's see what happens' attitude.
So yeah. I totally can't abide by these boysh who haf this 'gals are prey' mentality. Firstly , it's such an insult to girls. Secondly, it's wrong to play with ppl's emotions for the excitement of it. And lastly, GET A LIFE...If u wanna hunt go to the forest and shoot deer. Yupp. X) Anyway. i hope no offense taken by anyone reading this coz i believe any guys liddat wouldn't have this address. Lolx. Kk. Done. Finito. End of post.