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*Gerald! dunno what to say leh.. except thanks to you for killing a few boring afternoons for me. haha. oh yeah, and in some weird way i guess you gave me some of my motivation to do well in my studies. yuppx. but do NOT take that the wrong way, you egoistic thing. =D gd luck with her, whoever 'she' may be! hahaha!
*Zoe. allo allo allo... well, it was good talking to you after so many mths. haha. take care and...dun forget to be crazy once in awhile! in case i'm not arnd to force you to go crazy! LoL.
*Cymon. gorgor! aiyoh... you. are. evil. lol-boy. this yr i got to know you better, ironically, since im not attending balestier liaoz. =P study hard!!
NOW> FOR>MY>CHURCH>FRIENDS....lol.
*Lakshi, we seem to be close around this December time huh? lolxx... anyway, thanks for being such a really fun person to be around! AND you saved me from certain death-from-stress when you came down to Genesis that time!! =) thanks thanks and thanks SO much. ahaha. btw, you ARE staying in syas right? right??? you better be, or i'll kidnap you back. =PpP LoL. XOXOXOXO!!
*Shanice ker! you crazy hamster. i reallirealli hope we'll stay as frenx till we become oldold ahmas with our own grand kids. heehee! thanks for ur uber patience with me during the times of the Black Depression due to the scenery that i couldn't stand outside of your window! =P sry for my crazy psychopath behavior huh...=) i was mad. no mistakin that! thank goodness it over. like, really over. luvvs!!!!
*Jiasin, hm..i've only known you for, half a yr? at the most. ahha. anyway, those times we spent talking on msn and commismerating about probs? they were great. haha. hope you have a wonderful new year ahead of you...and keep in touch!! =)
*Jasper, yo dude! You were one of those unlucky ppl who were around during that time when i went super emo! haha... thanks for being patient with me and stuff.... you and jiasin, rock on!!! best wishes always! hahaa...
*Jireh, hmm, maybe you'll not read this mayb you will. anyway. just saying thanks for trying to cope with mie and being my punching bag beginning of this yr. LoLx... gd luck to you with ur luv life. hahaa...
*Aneel, my bunny. my dark, human, BUNNY. whahha. i kinda forgot how i started calling you that, but it's stuck. anyway. was really fun crapping with you thru the yr... especially the one about the English Oral Presentation on Snakes. =PpP oh yah, dun be broken hearted about devinna 'breakin up' with you huh! rock on, you gangsta. HAhaa...
*these people most likely won't see my blog, but here's to : Nghi, Gibly, Oshin, Yaying, Yawen, Mico, Yogi, Tatcha, err... HP, lien, yan hong jiejie, ju meng jie, Panida, Awan, and ALOT MORE, who simply made this year much better than what it might have been =) LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
*Pim, OMG! girl, i miss you sooo much. just wanna tell you thank you for your extreme patience with me as ur highly jumpy nong-sao! =) you were really so understanding about all the emo stuff i told you...haha...and thank you for trusting me enough to tell me about ur problems too. ur so matured, and like, down-to-earth...hope nxt time when i grow up i'll be like u!! hahaha.... <33 u lotss!!!=)XOXO
*Anthony, hmm, u'll nvr nvr see this, but guess that's kinda fine. haha. thought of ur name after writing Pim's one, so yeah. =PpP we didn't really talk at all this yr...so i don't know u at all. practically. but even if you don't know it, you helped me alot during the Midyrs! haha. weird huh, but it's TRUE. oh yeah, and thanks for being our guitar club president. EVEN THOUGH you always claimed not to know how to play.=_=''' gd luck nxt yr!
*Gibsonzzzzz, YO! koko. well, it was great knowing you....even though you ARE a crazy chocolate koala. =P yeah, thanks for being patient with my endless endless crapping.. LoL. oh! and rememeber weiblich? i haven't had my revenge YET> heehee... ur evil, u know that?
*Yanting, okay, you really really put up with my cray-z-ness and my calling you mummie. HAHA. FYI, you gave birth when you were three yrs old. tsktsk, 'daddy' was a cradle robba! =PpP ANYWAY, you were really encouraging and sympathetic about my year's love life! our exes are kinda similar huh? =) wish you all the best with studies AND love. HAhahaa... PS: i can still get daddy to blush and go frantic when i tease him about you. WHAHAHA. LOVE YOU, girl!!
*Shipeng, i dunno if you are classified as church or school friends lahh...but you were a friend in both areas. SPARK camp, you accompanied mi to cry, haha. and before that there was once you also walked with me when i ran away[is it coz u were scared i go jump or wad huh??LoL] anyway, in school...hmm...u helped me realize that anything will be find as long as you are 'used to it' ! haha.thanksthanksthanks. =))
*Enlin, you are SO dead when you come back to Spore. hmm, mayb not, i won't wanna kill a chicken thhat's already dead! =Danyway. it was really really great working with you in the Gospel camp! oh yah, and i'll nvr forget ur class presentation! haha...it was professional man! =)
*Mr Tan, my very eccentric classmate who left before the end year exams...haiz. miss your crazy singing and shouting man! hope one day will see you again, and you will sing ur lullabyes again. HAHA.
okie! it's the eve of the new year!! gosh! =) one year has like, flown by SO fast. hahaz...of course with every year i spend alive there are people i need to thank for helping me make it thru alive! lol...and since this is the first year[practically] that im paying an attention to the new year...... this is the first yr ur gonna see any of it! haha...
From school...
*Devil, my fellow envy-iian! haha. thanks for being UBER patient with me and my utter BLURNESS for my first year of school! LoL... OH YAH! and for helping me with the Anthony/GIbson 'fiasco'! haha. Also, you stood by me when we went out with you-know-who in the beginnig of the year. =) this is like, our last year in the same school!! muz keep in touch after yah! then you can invite me to ur wedding nxt time! =D which will be really fast considering you have ur darling Makky, Exhusband Aneel, sayang Awan and Dna, i mean Dana. =DXOXOXOXOXOXOXO!!
*Dana, your name always shall come after devinna's. haha.well, when i came to school, you were one of the first ppl who were friendly to me...=) you also put up with alot of my mood swings and crap! so, thanks heaps man, and wish u n dev all the best tgh!!! =D
*Sherly, another sistr! I'm SO FREAKIN glad you are staying on in syas!! =)) if you left, we'd be less one majorly funkaye and cray-Z person! yeah! you really helped so muchie when we were like, pissed with the P6 gals. REMEMBER?? hahaha... exam stress, muz be! =)anyway, *huggs* dun forget mie when we aren't in the same class nxt year!!! if not i'll CRYCRYCRY... HAHAHA.
hi hi hi hi hi hi!!!
super long day today. woke up at 8, then went back to slp till 9 plus. haha. my dad had a very lay-z day today, slept later than me. @_@ amazin' right??
anyway, went ice skating with my two lil lil sisters after lunch at Genesis, it was really really tiring but fun! my feet went numb towards the end, so did everyone else's i guess! we were hanging on to each other for support and whatnot. piled back into the car, and went to their house for dinner, my mum bought food back. then ATTEMPTED to play after dinner, but mostly succeeded in playng around with the neoprints we took...it wsa like, their first time. haha. they lovedd it so muchh.
hey!
i was like, thinking...
it's only aout one more freakin week before my O lvl year starts!
gosh....that's scary.
i mean, can i NOT do it? can i just stay back in sec 3 one more year??
my friend and ii were talking the other day, and we were like, feeling that we muz treasure this year coz it's the last yr we'll have in this school. haiz. then we were thinking about how great it'd be to see the ppl we wanted to see, and how yuckkky it would be to see those we DIDN't wanna see. >_<
let's see if i still remember who was in my class this year.. hmm....
yawen
liuhong
mingyu
songsith
makky
mico
yogi
marvin
DEVIL
SHER
regina
panida
umm
matas
thi
jane
karen
jansen
yeah i think that's all. three unlisted ones got expelled or left, and another was a transfer student. ahha. anyway! wonder who'll be in my class next yr! hope mayb all the ENVYiians can stay tgh. but that's not possible already coz shersher is confirmed in a different class. hiikkksssss. aiya. no choice.
merryyyyyy christmas everyone!!!!!!!!
whoever reads this blog, i'm wishing you the season's greetings, and hope you have a very very wonderful day! =D
Peace out, it's christmas!!! <333
LOVES!
can someone tell me why i can only post in pathetically short segments??? look, this ain't making my life anymore freakin' blissful okay? =PpP
Who is no. 2 to you :
devinna-- my daarling sister
What will you do if no. 9 wanted to take over the world :
shipeng-- kick him SO hard he won't ever be able to try again...=))
If no. 15suddenly dies of a heart attack , what will you do :
piim-- cry like crazy and go into major shock
If no. 1 goes steady with no. 3,what will be the first line of words you will say :
keith+yanting-- OMG,gal!! how could youu????
Will no. 4 ever stop being a nice person :
shanice-- err... i dun think evil of my sisters...=_=
Will no. 7 go on a date with no. 14 :
dana+haiping-- if he does, i'll really scold him for dumping my sis. >.>
Describe no. 10 with a song or a few words :
calvin-- dark, tall, non-local
How well do you know no. 5 :
jiasin-- not bad, i think. ask her. =D
If no. 8 and no. 18 were fighting over no. 19 , what will you do :
enlin+sherly+songsith-- YEAH! i KNEW enlin wasn't straight! LMAO. kiddinnnn!!!! =)
Will no. 11 be bullied :
cheyanne-- i will personnally murder anyone who tries. =P
Are no. 6 and no. 1 Love rivals :
keith+jasper-- they never met...
If no. 20 says he wants to go out on a date with no. 17 , will you be surprised :
ming yu+christopher-- YES! very very surprised, they're both straight guys. =_=
Will no. 13 and no. 16 make a couple :
anthony+mico-- if they do i will know WHY anthony hasn't had a gf i know of.
If no. 14 likes no. 3, what is going to happen :
haiping+yanting-- err...i will call in enlin to rescue my beloved 'mum'?
1) keith: when was the last time i saw him???
2) devinnaaa: my baby sister. =PpP
3) yanting: how's your ICE BISCUIT huh? huh?? =D
4) shAnice: meimei..yes i AM very much pissed off over Dimitry. heehee.=D
5) jia sin: where'd you go, gal??
6) jasper: your name follows hers everywhere. =P lolz
7) dana: charcoallll....=DDD
8) enlin: i wanna have chicken head soup! hahh..
9) shipeng: mui gawd father.
10) calvin: the tall one. the one with a brother.
11) cheyanne: my lil sis
12) pan: my other lil sis
13) anthony: err....school accquaintance!
14) haiping: cute malaysian tsunami
15) Pim: my p'sao
16) mico: my 'uncle'
17) christopher: my hawt 'cousin'
18) sherly: OMG, gal! where ARE u, huh??
19) songsith: pump tuu tuu!!hehhee..
20) ming yu: my totoro!!!
really don't know why i'm crabbing so much. i'm like, so NEGATIVE! everyting i seem to say is negative...so bear with me, i AM aware of it, and am trying DESPERATELY to curb it! ha...let's see, i'm going to try to name the things that i think about other than negative s**t.....1* THAT smile2*my hamster/dog3*sleeping4*reading [but i'm having a hard time picking NICE books.=_=]5*bathing6*christmas7*pizza8*spaghetti9*kicking ass [i KNOW i'm violent]10*singing [but my voice sux]
if it's not gonig to post this time, i'm going to ....
officially.....
LOSE IT.
sheeesh.
WARNING: author has temporarily lost her marbles during the writing of this post. =)) forgive.
originally! i was going to write a post abt someone's smile and about how extra suckky life's been.BUT THEN I SAW SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE.
at the risk of beating on a overused topic....let's talk about DIMITRY! the Russian guy.the HOTTEST guy on the competition.he did the solo dance, first time, he busted his shirt buttons and like, WOW-ed the female audience with his unimaginably FIT bod.! serious...even my mum was like, *speechless* [i think it was more coz of the 'indecency' rather than anything else.but..]ANYWAY. I LOVED IT. I THINK HE ROXXORXXX!!! and then he got put in the bottom two. ****! @#$%*&^-%^*& those ppl who didn't VOTE!!!!DEVASTATEDD! it's like, he had that hurt puppy dog look! how can they NOT vote for him!!! *****************. i'm so like, USA! KMA!K HIS A!So help me. and did i mention his Russian accent is SO sexaye??in fact. dimitry=sexyto the power of 10!!AND the thing is, he's got this really really sweet and wacky humour! when he had to dance the same routine again in the bottom two, at the part where he busted his buttons before, this time he made like he was going to do it, then grinned and shook his finger in the *naughty naughty!* signat the mostly-female audience....!!!!! it was like. HAHAHHAHAHA. seriously damnably outrageously CUTE/sexy!
forgive me for using sexy three times in a paragraph, but it really can't BE helped!
PS : KMA if you do not like Dimitry!!!!!
okie. stopped halfway coz was afraid my computer might not let me post it. it's relaly temperamental these days.
well, improvement, i didn't cry. BUT. i just, well, sleep LOTS more than neccessary. and had this totally calm calm calmmmm feeling, which is weird. guess this time im not letting myself freak out too much outwardly, but trust me, it gets really bad INSIDE my head within one metre of said problem!
i really need someone who freaking UNDERSTANDS this, preferably female. ahaha. and i think i found her... =)) you know who you are, cause you'll be the only one who understands this post... well, thanks alot, like, not freaking out at me for not telling you earlier! lolxxx.~ <33 for ur being there....
anyway! question is, can i face up to monday? hope so! girl, you gotta be there okay! if not im seriously NOT going. =PpP sedation? i don't think i'll need it, i DO have etter control now. i must.i have to believe in it. but what if i fail?? what if i make a complete freaked up mess of myself??
i already feel woozy, what if i screw up even bigger time than i did before???
i need someone to talk to, someone who knows this crap and how to deal.BUT. it just SO happens, that particular someone is not available for advice on how to deal. sheesh.
so.doggie! im counting on you to keep my stress level down! and all of you peeps too! hehehezzz...kiddin...
ta ta for nowwww
okie. i need to do some serious movie watching. haha. according to mwa sis anyways...
me? i'd rather watch ..... running around my mum's shop on monday.
HAHHAA...not.
seriously, everytime this happens. without fail. i get worms or insects IN my food, as well as tongue-tied AND stressed
ahh okay it does. =D
ytd typed out a dam long post, and in the end, it got hung! shit man...really shit. haiz.
just read thru some of my past convos with him...
sheesh...miss him alotalotalotttt... but looks like im gonna have to wait for a super long time now... *sigh*
about ytd...
went out giving flyers, coz my mum needed help.Luckily, my good sis sheshe was there too! haha...luv u ,gal! anyway, it was relly crazy and all that, we kept laughing coz of the strange characters we met and saw! haha....4 ppl i met are especially easy to remember! hahaha...
Mr Cheekopeh
Mr Ball
Mr Eager
Mr Gung Ho
first one was dam sick! very very sick... like, he was leering and in my opinion, there was NOTHING worth leering at. so..nuh-uh dirty boy, fack off!
last three were really funny ppl...but im too lazy to expound. =P did so last night and it all got EERASED. sad eh. =P
just wondering, does this stupid thing work????
This skin was like, spur of the moment searched for and edited in honor of one of my friends..who hasn't been here for ageessssss. Welll...i know the words are like, tiny and all, but hope me changing the font size will help! =)
Missing this friend alot, espeially since i think the next time i see him will be in one or two more years time. ouchh.
take care everyone...
dun stress up over xmas shopping! =))
lovelovelove to all
<333
DEVINNA!!!
dam hell i forgot to give you my blog address sooner! sorryyyyyy.....
anyway, this time im online but ur not, so i'll just leave a msg here.
really, Platinum is the must go place, and try the Siam Paragon, there's an internet cafe there if you want. hehe.
i watched Happy feet!!!! it's relaly nice!!! you can watch it at Paragon too...the IMAX theater roxxorx...
wished u cld watch with me lah!!!!
the tiny penguin with the orange hair? That one is SOOOOO much like Anthony!!!!! hahahahahahha....really!!!! watch it and tell mi kae??
Luv ya gal, take care in bangkok!! alot of ah kwa and gays. dam scary!! Huggssss....
ciiaoz <<<333
PS: alot of coughcoughhotguyscoughcough here leh, so....be careful yah! =D
SHanice!!! this msg is for you kae, coz, you were out giving tuition when i was online. =P i was so DEVASTATEDDDDD.... ahahaha. anyway, love you miss you take care! coming back really soon, hope u'll still be arnd when i get backkk..!!
to tthe ppl on the taggie!! miss you all!!! except MS,. coz he dun miss me. HAHAHAHHA.
take care!! <<<333