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i can't understand WHY it's so HARD to f******* post on this blog! it's an effing bakalom system!
hello!!! this is cool...looks like i'll finally be able to post after a long and stressful week! ahhahaz.This long wk was also uber fun lah...had weird stuff happening! =)
on wed. i was pretty lively n chippy! Just in time for my first CCA session. the teacher in charge? One lady with lotsa booty and lotsa attitude to match. serious. ask me for a rendition of her walk. it's HILARIOUS. She struts around school in 3-4 inch heels, stilletto. ooooh mama....she's crazy. my inspiration. so ANYWAY. Our CCA is called Trim & Fit.She guaranteed we'd become super sexy after participating, so of course a helllotta gals joined! We went in, with out dumbells n towels to lie on, and then she starts us on this half-dance half stretching thing? uber cool! ahha... then she gets us to lie down n do the dumbell lifting and whatnot. and so we start sceaming/groaning/screeeching in pain.
''They sound like they're giving birth huh??!!''
yupp.thanks Ms Judy. it's all thanks to you we sound like mothers in labour. =_='''
but it was FUN! and we had like, sexy dancing and cha cha for cool-down? ahhaha. best CCA we had in forever. and the guys all wanted to join too. haha! they were like peeping at us. it's GALS ONLY> how cool is that?Other than my crazy CCA and all, next wk i have 5 tests. beautiful huh? Chemistry, Math, Chinese, Bible, Geography. Almost had physics, but i was protesting like cray-z so it was canceled. hah...lucky. okie lahh...rite now darned tired...so maybe post tml again? who knoes... oh one last thing! his bdae is on monday! should i give him the pressent i got for him? actually it ain't a pressie..it's a HAIR PIN. with playboy symbol. coz he uses a weird lookin pin now to pin his hair. =_+ look lyk gal. love you guys~~``xiiao diing dang
WOW. how come i am blogging on a school day huh?
Nothing much to say...busy thinking about my blasted POA chapters and physics hw AND SS hw AND AND whatever else i nd to do.
today is another 5-star day loh! i'm sooooo happy..... given another 5 stars!!
OH BUT I FORGOT.
first i got sabotaged.By Ice-Cube. Coz my SS lesson finished, and i needed my Geog book back from Devil, so i was like, looking in her classroom door lah. and then he comes along and KNOCKS HARD on the door. like, if the teacher looked out my FACE would have been there lah! tooopid boy.
second i got exploited. By Mrs Low! like, she came into class, and papers are getting handed out. We get our hw, and some other papers. suddenly i realize i have two PHOTOCOPIED pieces of my Intro paragraph for an essay! like, WTH???? And then my friend is liike, ''err..dawn? this is yours?'' and SHE"S HOLDING ANOTHER COPY. And i look around the room and the WHOLE FREAKIN CLASS IS HOLDING COPIES OF MY PAPER! turns out the teacher decided to use it as an...example...and didn't have TIME to ask me. ohmigosh laa...you know how embarrassing it was???? you think i should be happy, well mayb partly, but it's MORTIFYING OKAY! HE read my paper, HE has a copy of my paper. i do NOT want that!!! ahhhhhh~~~~ so paiseh lah! and then the whole lesson i had to hear the teacher quoting from my paragraph??? and FYI. i hate the way she says my name! Traumatizing man...
Third, i got tricked. AGAIN by da frickin Icecube. i stupidly left my wallet and HP on the canteen table and accompanied devil to get lunch. den lakshi, shersher,georgi and cymon LEAVE it there lah. eee...so bad you all. haha...jk jk. so Dana kidnapped both. well, actually he help me take care lah. but that's beside the point! X)) when i go to get it back, Icecube tells me he looked in my wallet. =_=''' so i mock-angry with Dana, and he thought i was really angry. DIAO! not that xiao qi also right. however, i did believe for a moment that he HAD looked in. heh. so what? got my better neo prints inside that's all. =PpP no love letters or anything loh! But lucky it wasn't last yr or HIS note would be in there. HAHA. saddd.
Fourth, i was 'worshipped'. haha! someone who shall be anonymous wanted something sooo much he had to kneel in class and beg me for it. HAHAHAHHAHA. dammit. not once but several times. Am i evil or what?
Finally, i got scared. by another CERTAIN someone sneaking up from behind again. that person has like, got the gift of the gab, the gift of brains, and also the gift of STEALTH.
just woke up. gotta sweep da floor coz our part-time maid ain't coming. AND i got chinese tuition. i SO do not want it...too tired! last night studied for 3 hours straight till 1 am. before that ii leaned anthony and eefy's cages...haha// sweet.....managed to ake notes on about 7 chapters of POA! yayys,,,...
If one day you discover him
Broken down he's lost everything
No cars, no fancy clothes to make him who he's not
The woman at his side is all that he has got
Why do you ask him move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth?
*Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?
If by chance all he had to give you
Was three words wrapped around your finger
Would that be deep enough at the end of every day
And how will you ever know
If a man is what he says?
Why do you ask him to move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
He never gives up
Lets go of his dream
His world goes around for his one true belief
Is that how you know
Is that what it means?
hi!
yes.my days have gotten better. =)) i'm not crying every night anymore. i'm learning to laugh like crazy again. i'm being sociable and calmer. yupp. improvement. thanks, God.
*1~Class Decoration:
I was only supposed to collect the class fund for the decorations, but in the end got dragged into the decorations itself. damn enlin. but shipeng and tatcha and chamdi and thitima helped too..so. yeah. on monday we went to buuy ribbons and paper for the notice board. and also bought ....air fresheners. the next day, after having the airfresheners up for only half the day, they got pulled down and thrown out, anonymously. but it was a relief, coz as someone said, '' yes it's gone! Shit that thing stinks!!'' HAHA. so we stayed back on tuesday evening to decorate. in the end only got the whiteboard ribboned and the notice board papered. hahaz. AND we laughed like crazy practically thru the whole thing. =_='''
Finished result after approx. three days? ribbons on the white board, aircon, notice boards, WALL, doors, doorhandles, new airfresheners[different type!] and best of all- the whiteboard eraser. LOL. mostly PINK AND PURPLE. all we need is the double happpiness sign and we'd have a traditional chinese bridal chamber. yeahh...
*2~It's rainin' !
today. was one very very wet wet wet day. uh huh. There were 6 of us....and 3 umbrellas. the random pairing ended up with like.... one guy/girl pair, one guy/guy pair, and one girl/girl pair. Aircon then said...''we have one lesbian couple, one gay couple, and one normal couple.''
i simply hit him with my very big wallet....coz i happened to be in the 'normal' couple...with someone...who i'd nvr wana be a couple with. HAHAz.but he was in the gay couple. so SAD. =)
I went to the beach
And remembered you
Didn't really know what to do.
And then as i looked out over the sea,
Memories came flooding back,
Memories of you.
We played in the sand
and splashed in the water.
We ran after fishes
and stumbled with laughter.
You beached a fish
With a swing of a stick,
Then kept it alive
in a stray plastic bowl.
And by then we were looking
like two half-drowned rats.
Then i fell on sharp rocks
and blood was mixed with the sea
but even the sting of the water
On the wound on my leg,
Didn't matter
Because i was with you.....
~
oh. and this is just the quirky section.aka the things i did when i was hyper hyper hyper ytd. =P
As i was running at full speed trying to elude Nickolodeon who was trying to 'punch' out my head, i nearly ran into Hitsugaya. luckily, he froze as i flew past[laughing hysterically, i was HYPER] and didn't step into my path. crap man! if he didn't stay put i might well have crashed into him! ohmiigosh! >_<
Den i ran upstairs, and YT was in there in the loo. me and nghi waited patiennttttly for her to go in to a cubicle, then cupped water from the tap and threw it over the door at her. HAHAHHA. =D luv u girrl.. she came out..and i SWEAR i saw steam coming out from her ears lor!! =P of course then i ran for dear life again lo!
and basically i've been running in and out of class alot these past two days lah. haha. don't ask me why..just too much stress/energy/boredom i guess!! =) tattatchacha and YT was wondering at my cray-z-ness lo. huhuhuhu....
anyway! about the funnier things that happened, and believe me, there's still alot!! haha!
1* FINALLY you admit it, dude!~
in class, the whiteboard's covered in math. then, when the next teacher comes in, anthony made a smart remark of some sort..hehe! so, Teacher retorts:''okay! Anthony clean the board!''
and as he begins to clean the board, he puts up a token protest...''i'm too short!!'' when he says it, it's like, ''ahm too shrt!''yeah, LOL.
MWAHAHHAHA....
2*NEVER tease a teacher.
sry, same person starrs. hahaz.
Ms Tan says that yaakob is israelish for...
Anthony: ''jacob JACOB!!''
Ms Tan does this lil jump and hits his table:'' YOU! where's my lines???''
Anthony's like, OH YAAH...
and hands her...
her name written one hundred times.
then she says: i told you one THOUSAND!
...
...
[[2 mins later]]
he: ok ok ok i'll give it to you on monday!
she: ya you better give me the remaining 9 hundred or i'll make you write 500 more!
so what was his crime dat he had to write her name 1000 times??
he called her MRS JACOB. =D
3*FUNERAL!!
our new chemistry teacher. is fifty-ish.and partly deaf.and speaks in a NORMAL TONE OF VOISE to a class of forty. =_='''
Cindy [[in the front row]] : err...i can't hear you....
Teacher: you can't hear me? [super shocked expression he can make without moving his eyebrows one INCH]
*whole class laughs*
so he reads from the laptop, and projects what he's reading onto the screen...and we all do OUR STUFF, while HE DOES HIS. when we saw Mr Fam outside, PRACTICALLY EVERYONE OF US INCLUDING THE RENEGRADE GUYS yelled: MRRR FAMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!
and he was like: why you scream my name?? ur supposed to greeeet me good afternoon!
only response he got was: MRRRRR FAMMMMMMMMM!!!! and very very desperate looks. HAHAHHA...he LITERALLY ran off.SNIGGERING. =_=''' i can't believe it. first time i've seen a teacher other than my dad, SNIGGER. or SNICKER. or whatever. sheeesh...
he was still doing it when i went to my dad later and enthusiastically complained about our funeral-like lesson, as described by my 4-1 bestie. hahaz.
Shall i say how suckky my life is or how funny it is???
well...first day, is wednesday. i go to school, and find out.
1*I'M IN A DIFF. CLASS FROM DEVINNA AND YANTING AND PRACTICALLY ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS FROM LAST YEAR!
2*MY CLASS IS COMPRISED OF ALL THE PRO PRO PEOPLE!!STRESS!!
3*NOT THAT IM RACIST, BUT THE FOUR ACT-CUTE CHINA GALS ARE IN MY CLASS!!
4*ALL PERIODS ARE 45 MINS!! AND SCHOOL ENDS AT 4++PM almost everyday.
5*SS TEACHER PROMISED WEEKLY REMEDIALS.=_=COMPULSORY.AFTER THE 4++PM SCHOOL END.
today i find out..
6*MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER ISN'T MR FAM ANYMORE, AND MR GOH SUX!![[more on that later]]
7*PHYSICS PRACTICAL KILLS ME
8*poor baby has a stuupid headache.grrrrh....
well. I'm pretty resigned to the suckky class placing...but it's so painful to have retained friends lah! i miss them so muchhh. >< and most of the 'fun' peeps are in 4-2, and im in 4-1. Only Mista Mico is in my class today, so at least it's kinda funny sometimes. oh yeah, HITSUGAYA TAICHYO is in my class. it's freakayee....!!!
anyway. about my class. there's about 23 of us...and there's 5 thai, and 4 indon, 2korean and the rest are mandarin speaking. DOES THAT SUCK OR WHAT? and ytd my form teacher was pretty okay to let me change, but today she dun wan! so what??i'm supposed to stay in this freakin class where some major asshole [LITERALLY] farts every 10 mins??? sheesh. but anyway. then my english teacher is the same one from last year, which is good. =) which brings me to another point. teachers. they're PICKING ON ME! fine. not exactly picking...but they're forever targeting me for the first questions they ask in class!!
English teacher, jolts me out of the blue and asks me about question 1 when im at question 3!
Accounts teacher, REPEATEDLY asks me questions throughout the WHOLE lesson. damn!
Social studies teacher[da new one, that biatch is no more~], shoots me with the first question, which FYI i DID NOT KNOW NUTS OF since i didn't study anything for the FYEs other than one chapter! hope that tells her somehting of how pathetic our SS education was last year.
oh. and bio today? i got asked the first question again. =_=
| Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is |
 Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield "No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins" |
| You May Be a Bit Antisocial... |
 Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. |
| How You Are In Love |
 You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
okie. well, as i'm looking back on this year, i feel....
Embarrassed-about my uber emo period.
Angry-that i haven't overcome my reclusivity to some extent especially in church.
Amused-at my wardrobe, which is last season/this season/and next season all mixed together!
Satisfied-with my grades...well, almost all of them.
Stressed-because i realize i didn't put the year to much use academically.
Hopeful-that this year will be MUCH MUCH more fullfilling than the last.
maybe 2oo7 will be wonderful and dream-realizing year....maybe i will have a smooth section on the path of life...maybe i will GROW TALLER. well. let's pray and hope we'll finally have some sunshine after the stormy 2006...=)
HI! it's a new year! so of course there's gonna be this new year's resolutions...haha! =)
1*Do some serious hurt to the O lvls.[gonna be hard man!]
2*Be understanding, patient, and CALM.
3*Do NOT scream so much in school.
4*Improve handwriting and creativity.
5*Be a better daughter/SDA
6*Eat less, study more.
7*Obtain a BRAINWASH!
8*Master E math/chemistry/physics
9*Must not fall in love
10*Should not bruise someone's shins more than once a month
11*Pay more attention in class
12*Write with more passion
well, i think that's all, for now. haha! mayb at CNY i will have the other half to add. =)