okay. even though i'm like...dazed right now...and supersuper tired... i realized something, exams are two weeks away. yupp. so that means... i'll not be coming here to blog for quiteee a longgg time. haiz. anyway. just a parting note to u ppl who come here...
Learn from the past, cherish the present, and don't worry unduly about the future! [this applies for love only ah! for academics it's WAY different!] ok.
and now. couple of notes.
1~yes. it's obvious i'm not single. and it happens to have become the main topic of conversation in school today. =_='''
2~my physics and chemistry need serious attention to be ready in two weeks.
3~i wanna dance myself to exhaustion every day. if not i'm gonna die from all this stress. =P
4~my leg is officially healed! thank God for that !!!
5~i hateeee social studies so can the rest of my class plseee go to shiro for help! his engalaji also veryyyy good de. =Pthankyouverymuch.
love ya everyone!!
♥Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 9:03 PM
hmm..maybe i owe you guys a better explanation for my hyper-ness and happyness yes? but i dunno how to put it into words leh.. hehe.. so dumb.. i know.. =)
today had alottt of brain-draining activities!! it's like, first english compre, then math questions, then a whole accounting question[one hr] and then three sciences. PLUS english summaries and two social question outlines. dammit. but someone helped me to destress after that yeah? hehe...I'M TICKLISH OKAY... haha... loves!!
♥Monday, April 16, 2007, 8:58 PM
hello darlings!! lol....
i'm still high... guess i'll be for a long time[hope hope hope!please,God] HAHA..
anyway...it's like, today, the final 'EXTERNAL issues' have been resolved.. and and and and i don't think there'll be any 'internal issues'. =) <3 so whatever. haha! even though i am going to have to hear so many unspoken 'i told you so' s from people! i don't care! hehhe...
enough about that~! today had chinese oral. >< JIREH IS SNIGGERING! BUT i got 14/20~~ hehe... A2... and that's good enuf for my chinese! thanks to all the chinese ppl who put up with my 'practising'!! luvvs! =)
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♥ 6:21 PM
i'm happy and no one can make me sad. well. not no one.. but. you get the idea. geography test tomorrow. and i gotta study. but i'm not studying yet. i'm being random on my blog. dunno why is that? coz i'm so happie.. haha... whatever.. be happy with me.. =)
and general warning:
don't talk about button/aircon/ice cube/a****** to me anymore okie?? hahhaa..... that was past..like..since the plumbing gave way in gospel camp 07.. =P
♥Saturday, April 14, 2007, 10:54 PM
sry. i'm back. i'm like too happy..can't stop posting..haha!!! but at the same time i dunno what to write about... so i should shut up. hehehe... i'm hungry also.. i should eat.. maybe not.... i don't know!! i don't know alot of things! but it's okay..... coz i know u know! hahaha!
♥ 10:39 PM
if all you say is true. if i am willing to believe. if miracles can come true. if i'm not dreaming. then i'm officially the happiest person today. at exactly 8:46 pm. =)
anyway. didn't go to church today because of my stupid stupid foot... people who've been prayin for me..thanks thanks thanks! i really needed it. let's just say that whatever problems i had was resolved.. mostly... and i thank God and YOU all for it. =D just went to the beach at about 6 pm.. it was really quiet in my heart.. and i just totally loved the sky...haha. =)
<3
♥ 3:46 PM
1. List 5 foods you've never eaten: pork, squid, and whatever falls under the category- meat. =P
2. List 5 places you'd like to visit: HAWAII. AMERICA[again] AUSTRALIA[again]europe. andddd.... china.again. hahaha
3. List 5 things you hope to do in your lifetime: get married. get a degree. keep people around me hapy as much as possible.
4. List 5 things you would never wear: err... in my lifetime, i think i've already worn alot of weird things. nothin i wouldn't wear!
5. List 5 things you never want said to you: ''i hate you.'' ''i realized i don't love you, i love HER.'' ''i want a divorce!'' ''You've failed your exams! sorry.'' ''you are NOT going to heaven.''
♥Thursday, April 12, 2007, 9:34 PM
look. these ppl are getting on my nerves. face this. i love people who are willing to accept me as i am. i hate those ppl who remember me as the GUAI gal i used to be at 10 years, and frigging cry for me now because they think i've 'sunk too low'.
readers of my blog. honestly. do you think i'm so bad a person that someone has to CRY for me?????
sheesh. save your tears for da REAL whores, or whatever, woman.
and PS: if you think i'll ever mutate back to what i was when i was ten, FORGET IT.
♥Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 11:13 PM
i miss my darlings in 4_1!! i miss my sweeties in 4_2!! i miss everyone, i didn't see, that i love!!! hahaha
laming...
anyway. general announcement. if u see me with a bandage on my freekin foot, that's coz it decided to rot on me. well. yeah. secondary infection to some old wound that WAS healing. well. now i have a fever and sorethroat to boot. feeling nasty. so if you love me [=P] NOW is a really good time to let me know. hehe...
and PS: i haven't gotten over my writer's block. nastynastynasty... but on a brighter note..by missing school i also missed two or three tests. =P but that stoopid bio test still on friday. when im going for the concert. sheeeit. dun ask me the connection. im being VERY random.must be the fever! hehe.
PPS: run down here to sengkang come see me. guaiiii.. =P
PPPS: i'm kidding, darling dummy.
<3>
♥ 5:50 PM
Virgo people like making lists, they usually have a well-stocked medicine cabinet, self-improvement lessons, promptness, mimicking others, grooming themselves, taking showers, using perfume soaps, dealing with details (no matter how minor or unimportant), little animals, helping others, and wearing nice-tailored clothes in muted colors and textures.
Virgos dislike crowds and noise, brash and unruly people, improper languages, vulgarity, slovenliness, unclean surfaces, people who whine and complain often, sitting still for a long period of time while doing nothing productive, disrupted schedules, lids left off boxes, tops off toothpaste, being constrained to others, people who move their belongings about, hypocrisy and deceit, any recognition of weakness or failure, and sharp primary colors. //
sheesh...very accurate lehhh
♥ 5:48 PM
//Virgo As April begins, there is a certain amount of upset as regards partnership, and you probably have a need to demonstrate your freedom. Changes are on the way, and it is important that you are centered in yourself, even though it is not you who decides the speed. The transformation of a relationship can be quite important now and will put you in a stronger position in the last analysis. Don’t cling on to old patterns of behavior that undermine your belief in yourself.
After April 11th a new period begins when you are especially independent and dynamic. There are a number of balls in the air, both in connection with the family and with your inner life. You withdraw from the scene and prioritize your personal balance. Still, this is a period with erotic sparks and a good deal of attraction in the air.
Around April 21st an existing relationship can gain depth, or you may fall in love. A new consciousness arises and leads you into a new direction with greater strength and greater enterprise. This brings healthier relationships, and a more active and satisfying time with the projects you are involved with. This is also a good time for psychological interests. //
♥Monday, April 09, 2007, 5:30 PM
well... today was another day of mixed signals for me. i'm starting to hate it. starting to hate what it does to me. and i haven't broken thru my writer's block. what i could write in one period last year is taking me the whole day to write now, and im' still not finished. why?? i need it back. it's my only way of expressing my passions and desires and emotions. and i've got a test and tuition tomorrow. or mayb i'll skip tuition...coz my didi needs tuition... and i gotta accompany his tuition teacher. hmms...
when you see this later, contact me okay, POCKY. coz he's asking if u can help him tomorrow...he's got test on tues. if u can't also nvrmind de...haha....coz u also have test right?
anyway. back to emoing. i think i'm taking this all too seriously. i should just relax. and wait for others to make the decisions for me. in life, that's usually what a gal has to do in this kinda situations. sigh.
♥Saturday, April 07, 2007, 10:55 PM
anyway. last sunday went to Jasper seah's house...with quite a few youths from thomson. slackedddd alotttt then went down to Heeren to meet my grandparents and dad to eat a second lunch. went to Giant in Pasir Ris after that, very nice, but it reminded me of Malaysia...the memories i had there last yr...very nice...hahaha...miss it. yeah. i'm having writer's block right now, someone, please, revive my passions so i can write again. it seems that after that week when pr Ko left and Ice cube left my heart...i lost all ability to write out my thoughts and emotions. coz i don't seem to have many thoughts.and that scares me. it's been one emotional blow after another these past few weeks...wonder how much more i'll be able to stand before i fall....
tiing&peng thanks for being there for me on that day =) <3
♥ 10:10 PM
i don't know what to do. it's so sudden. i seem incapable of finding a solution. it's worse than a math test. a chem test. a math test. this is a relationship test. i don't know what to dooooooo!! ignore it or face it. what if what i think i'm facing isn't even there?? what if i just screw everything up?? and even if i do face it. and it is what i think it is. what will i do about it once i know for sure?? and even if i decide to go along. how will i juggle so many conflicting parties in one go?? how will i keep all the friendships strong?? will what happened before happen again?? finally. why can't we all forgive and forget. overcome hostilities or embarrassment. demolish our prejudices and dislikes. what kinda world will we live in?? i think that's heaven. not this mortal earth. sigh.
♥Sunday, April 01, 2007, 7:13 AM
okay. so i'm freakin bored.the Gospel camp was good...first day left from school ...then reached there, put our stuff away, and had to rush out for games. whaha! the games were fun but tiring lah. the one on the bench was the most...how to say...intimate ! eeekkks....then the game where we had to pull da tail...oh gosh...my toe still got da injury from that! idiot biatch stepped on me. it's just a game..no need to be SO rough ok! sheesh...then finally finish...and blablabla...during the talk that night...YT and Nghi drew on my legs and arms lah! gosh... ended up with...''i <3 *******'' everywhere. =_=''' then went back to the room and lakshi 'tattooed' my back lah. hahaz,,,darn funny...also did nailpaintin, courtesy of dev. =D
Second day was saturday...had that stupidddd hike[which wasn't too bad except for our leg wounds for me and YT and the fact we all wore slippersss!] then returned to camp and rested before dinner. after dinner had to clean up coz it was our grps duty. haiz. took a loong time, and after that we were so freakin dirty we had to shower. so we got to the meeting late. and the teachers acted like it was OUR FAULT . right. did they even consider that there was a hell lot of washing to do and only approx two ppl at most could do it at one time thanks to the tiny space in the kitchen? haiyo... lol...anyway. so we all fan lian...but that was quickly changed to embarrassment during the Song Dedication. WHAHHA.for YT n me only lah.... shall not go into details ba! then after having enlin's cake, pr ko came! and of course some 'taps' started 'leaking'... and here...i just wanna say... thanks to Shipeng n Jireh. hahas. THANKYOU =) again, no further details wil b given. =Pthen after full plumbing was restored, went back to the dormitory and played till 2+++am.. hehe.oh yah, ms * went crazy. in a baaad way. haiz. well....nvm....
♥ 12:04 AM
okay. so i'm freakin bored.
the Gospel camp was good... first day left from school ...then reached there, put our stuff away, and had to rush out for games. whaha! the games were fun but tiring lah. the one on the bench was the most...how to say...intimate ! eeekkks.... then the game where we had to pull da tail...oh gosh...my toe still got da injury from that! idiot biatch stepped on me. it's just a game..no need to be SO rough ok! sheesh... then finally finish...and blablabla...during the talk that night...YT and Nghi drew on my legs and arms lah! gosh... ended up with...''i <3 *******'' everywhere. =_=''' then went back to the room and lakshi 'tattooed' my back lah. hahaz,,,darn funny...also did nailpaintin, courtesy of dev. =D
Second day was saturday...had that stupidddd hike[which wasn't too bad except for our leg wounds for me and YT and the fact we all wore slippersss!] then returned to camp and rested before dinner. after dinner had to clean up coz it was our grps duty. haiz. took a loong time, and after that we were so freakin dirty we had to shower. so we got to the meeting late. and the teachers acted like it was OUR FAULT . right. did they even consider that there was a hell lot of washing to do and only approx two ppl at most could do it at one time thanks to the tiny space in the kitchen? haiyo... lol...anyway. so we all fan lian...but that was quickly changed to embarrassment during the Song Dedication. WHAHHA.for YT n me only lah.... shall not go into details ba! then after having enlin's cake, pr ko came! and of course some 'taps' started 'leaking'... and here...i just wanna say... thanks to Shipeng n Jireh. hahas. THANKYOU =) again, no further details wil b given. =Pthen after full plumbing was restored, went back to the dormitory and played till 2+++am.. hehe.oh yah, ms * went crazy. in a baaad way. haiz.oh well....nvm....