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okay!
i'm finished emoing!thanks to everyone who stuck with me thru it in school even tho it meant that they're pencil box kena trashed by the emo monster =D
school's started.
YAY.
and not yay.
but of course YAY more lah.
oooh! dawn's rambling!
ah-mayzing...
okay.
so i've got like, physics, social, math, and geog. to do. sweet huh?
but i've not done any of them.
this is becoz.
my brain is shrunk with too much panadol.
HAHAHAH.
excuses excuses.
gonna go to bed le..
quackkkkk quuuacckkkkk~!
i both like, and hate, ducks.
but i'll match make them two together. HAHAHAHA.
| Your Deadly Sins |
 Envy: 60% Greed: 60% Wrath: 60% Lust: 20% Pride: 20% Gluttony: 0% Sloth: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. |
| You Can Make 65% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You |
 Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. |
haha bloody ha!
| Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose |
 You love passionately and fully, without any reservations. And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically. You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people. |
| You Are a Mermaid |
 You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else. |
| You are a Great Girlfriend |
 When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too![MY FOOT LAR!] |
| Your Mind is PG-13 Rated |
 Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude. |
HAHAHHA!
| You Are a Ring Finger |
 You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger |
| The True You |
 You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.[YES!] With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.[only during the GSS lahh] You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.[huh??] The hidden side of your personality tends to be easily attracted to fads and fashions. You are showy and want to be noticed.[only sometimes!] You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. [really meh??] When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.[NO way] |
| You Are a Classic Bikini! |
 You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads. |
dear panda.
i'm sorry for falling apart today.
i'm sorry that i couldn't hold out longer.
it feels terrible to not be able to understand you.
it feels worse to lose patience with you.
but at the same time i'm glad i told you how i feel.
because now we're back to how we were.
i hope.
you know.if it was any other guy at any other time,
i would have kicked his ass a LONG time ago.
but you are you.
and bcos i <3 you too much...
i held on. and will hold on.
just wanna say.
THANK GOODNESS THE HOLIDAYS ARE OVER.
maybe i'll get you back now. T.T
PS: darling, be good, or next holidays i might just buy a blade. =P
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okie!
i shall be strong, like my besties have been telling me to. X)
wanna say thanks to YTingggg and auntii for understanding me [i think horr] the whole week and going shopping with me lots too so i can be distracted.and ting also today for dat very INTERESTING chat over MSN. =))i'll b dere for you girls too!
and really thanks to sha for being there for me the whole way.thanks to jiasin for being able to understand n peing me to cheers.thanks to jasper for entertaining me for SO long with his games=) thanks to jireh for being my punching bag.thanks to MS cos he made me laugh with his crazyness.
thanks to the duck who touched me cos 'it' cared for me over sms.
XOXOXOXOXO all!
1.Shipeng=)
2.YTing
3.Jeslyn
4.Duck
5.Tatchahaha
How did you meet 4?
`in school! duh.
What would you do if you had never met1?
`uhh..more like i wouldn't DO alot of things. =_=
What would you do if 4 and 5 dated?
`err...i hope it will happen!![JK tatchaa] =)
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
`nope.wish i will! =D
Do you think 1 is cute?
`more than cute X)
How did you get to know 5?
`school!!
Would you ever go on a date with number 3?
`sureeee =P ish an honor, ur highness. LOL
What's 5's Favorite color?
`ehh..i think BLUE
What would you do if 5 confessed he/sheloved you?
`what kinda love???
Fact about 3:
`she's got cat whiskers!
Who is 4 going out with?
`his stalker. HAHAHA.
who is number 5 to you?
`my class mate n bestie=))
Would you ever live with 1?
`=D sounds fun...
Is 2 single?
`yes means no.
Where does 2 live?
`in the rubbish bin =D
What do you think about 3?
`i think she's the perfeect auntiii! =)
What's the best thing about number 1?
`EVERYTHING.
What do you like about number 3?
`the fact that she's a realli relli gd friend =)
Favorite Memory with 1?
`21, 12, and 30.
i miss you. you. you.
do you miss me too??
i don't wanna hear the answer..
in case it's not the one i wanna hear...
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ehmygwash.
i'm sounding SO insecure.
mayb i am.
oh well.
my face is scarring itselffffffff and i dunno what to dooooo... >< nvm. i'll just leave it be. and break all da mirrors in my house. HAHA!.
anyway...even tho sometimes i feel scared and alone... i realized that there's always someone who's been hurt more or who has bigger probs than me. so i realli guess i should stop whining and focus on solving probs. oh yeah. and being a shrink is fun too..
which reminds me..
one of my besties told me smth ytd...
that really touched me ><
so yeah, gal, i'll remember ur words forever, and forever is a long long time!!! ahha!
loves!
XOXOXO
PS: i realli realli realli miss my panda. he's like, dunno where. T_T
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yawwnns.
just woke up.
and i'm thinking of studying a bit...
slacked till lunch, then ate a bit and slept again.
gahh..
i've got this thing going around in my mind..
to go or not to go for the extra bio practical class on mondayyy.
sians.
i don't feel like going, but then the KS part of me says i better go since all my practicals suck.
howw??
and yah, i wanna go to the library too!!
mayb i'll go tomorrow night..
coz i need books as much as i need food...
anyway.
last night was really emo...so couldn't sleep, and called my panda.but then he didn't pick up the phone...coz he didn't hear it? so i got even more emo..and before i knew what was happening i was just crying. then i heard the song playing and cried even harder. stuupid emotions. Like 40 mins later, he calls backkk and i stop crying. >_<
[[you only make me cry when you're not around~;;
AND SO.
XOXOXO to all... =))
i just need to know you'll love me for me..
just want you to hold me and never let me go..
will you remember me a year from now?
or will i be but a memory, fading in the distance?
will you still love me like you did?
i'm afraid..
and i'm afraid to be afraid..
maybe it's just paranoia...
but to me it's real..
i really need someone to be there for me...
will it be you?
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sorry...
random emo-ing..
kinda depressed na...
hello...
back.
got delayed in HK for ONE WHOLE FREAKIN WK.
becoz of something called chicken pox.
eekkks.
hate it lah,
but now at least i'm like a human again.
brr,,
pathetically afraid of scarring.
and the fever was scary,,,
went so high it seems i started talking rubbish. =P
anyway. now i'm okay ler.
still feel pathetic, so lying down alot.
i wanna see my panda...
but cannot..
haiz..
and i wanna see LYT and auntii!!and rekhahahha and chacha and that idiot mama fookiie.
it's not fun stayin at home.
haha.
enuf grumbin...
LOVES!