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hmmm.
prelims in two weeks.
it feels so dumb...almost everyone has finished their prelims LAH.
and here i am,stressing about ''prelims is in two weeks!!''
oh well.
prelims are cramped into two weeks, and o lvls is for one whole month.
dumb again.
=P
today was teacher's day celebration in school.
er. kinda entertaining, the different screw-ups and all =D
of cos monica and yanting gave good speeches,
and anthony+tatcha+ansrong sang impeccably..
lakshi+georgie gave a swt2 speech about mrs Low =)
and 3-1's performance was khuul, excluding the slightly screwed-up duet . ><
basically everyone did remarkably ahmayzinly well...
oh. but there are ppl, who i would madly, truly, and deeply, love to kick in the behind for killing a super nice song, speaking unintelligibly, and acting super cute and loving when they are NOT. so there. steam released. =)
okok.
enuf bitchin.
had quite a cool day today..
went out wit mama n auntiii n duckie.
they made me so touched lo!
hahaha....
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something random: i realized that when i drink coffee i get high, feel dizzy after awhile, and feel like i have morning sickness the next day. hows that as payment for a few hours energy.
ithurts.
but the 4 weeks to prelims are more important.
so.
i'm gonna train myself not to care about you and concentrate on making my parents proud.
you know what happens when my exams start getting nearer.
don't force me not to love you, please.
i'm sick
i finshed two books in a day.
in total:three inches of fineprint.
=)
i love you
there'll never be another guy
because i'll never feel the same happiness and contentment that i have by your side
IF you are there...
problem is..
half the time you're not there.
but if it's any help
i can tell you this:
if i'm in his arms, my tears will be for you.
ilu.
Shut up, Dawn.
Move on, Dawn.
it's the new motto
that i shall have to use
to grow strong emotionally.
hmm..
wonder if it's possible?
i feel that i love everyone
except
that
i-feel-like-punching-his-guts-slapping-his-face-kicking-his-nuts-and-finally-shoving-a-bamboo-up-his-behind-guy
and
that
pathetic-greasy-gangly-slowwitted-and-increasingly-annoying-and-a-major-eyesore-mercedes
that
i
really
really
wanna
<\">!@#$%^&*()_+~?><\
=)
yo.
i don't know why...
but was feeling kinda emo just now.
got better after he talked to me!
i started thinking about o lvls this wk....
only several short short weeks to go.
so it's time to have an affair with my books!
next wk i'll study chem, physics and bio.
the wk after i'll study math and poa.
finally i'll study humanities and bible.
for the remaning weeks i'll study everything together.
HOPEFULLY
this will bring me closer to those hard-core muggers standards
like Li Hui Min and Yeang Ming Sheng.
HOPEFULLY
i'll be able to get one step closer to their ahmayzing grades.
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HOPEFULLY.
if not?
well...
i don't think there are any 'ifs' , are there??
=)
the will to prepare to succeed is more important than the will to simply succeed.
wooooh!!
yesterday was the day...
i had to change clothes threee times. =_=
we had that stupid dance performance in school!
i reached school super early to makeup for the day, cos i needed some experts help with it. ><
after assembly,we had a costume competition..so i wore one last century qi pao...that had a friggin narrow waist! i had to starve the whole morning. =_=
after that, was our skit. dev dana and me narrated...but after ACT 2 i had to go change into the dance clothes. sheesh. had time for one very very quiick rehearsal before it was time to perform.
overall our practise paid off la...=) i only made one mistake, bumped into one person while turning, and forgot to smile. =P
so finally everything was OVER. and it was time to partayeee!!
go change back into my all black outfit =)sweet... love that the most. haha. ANDandANDand two lovely singaporeans also wore all black with me! ehhe... so we were like the three devils. enlin wore all white, so three of us took pics with him, devils and angel. =D
then yujia helped me and shiro do some weird eye makeup! ehhe. if i looked sideways without smiling in a really bitchy way, it looked pretty scary. but other than that i had panda eyes for the day. hehe!
then after photo taking, we left school, and went to eat pizza! i coulnd't eat lah, my clothes didn't allow that. neverminddd.
so we went to sing K...
HAHAHHA!
so funnnnn!!
dances, jumped up and down, i got ''jealous'' =_=, and we helped BEGGARS! ehhehe!!
hehehe...SOMEBODY couldn't get the makeup off and had to use kitchen oil. heheh! fried duck!
List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
-to be still happy with him
-a cat =P
-to be in control of all 9 subjects
-to get A for chinese[impossible]
-love everyone
Answer the following questions :
1. The person who tag you is?jiaaaasinnnn
2. Your relationship with him/her is? friends
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? sociable, nice, friendly, quiet, girly
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? shopping!
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you? i'll b there for you if ur sad?
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? it will NEVER happen cos i happen to b un-les
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? her gender =_=
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? how would i know unless i try?
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? no respect for her
10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? be a friend?
11.Your overall impression of him/her is? she's going thru some tough times...i thnk...
12.How you think people around you will feel about you? now?i think they feel i'm crazy. =)
13.The character you love of yourself are? HAHA.. i'm no narcissist.
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? weak believe in myself. ><
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? someone who is in control and knows what she wants but still lovable =P
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them? i'll be there for you if you need me =)
17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
shipeng
shiro
MSTAN
yanting
nghi
dev
keith
rekha
naomi
meishan =)
11.Who is no.6 having relationship with? errrrr.....
12.Is no.9 a male or female? girl
13.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? i won't like it =P
14.How about no.8 and 5? HAHA!they're un-les too!
15.What is no.2 studying about? how to be a slacker and entertainer.
16.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? last saturday =)
17.What kind of music band does no.8 like? bollywood ones! eheh!jk jk
18.Does no.1 has any siblings? yupp=)
19.Will you woo no.3? OMGGG!!no way!!
20.How about no.7? ...........i'm attached lah.
21.Is no.4 single? she's attached to 7 guys.
22.What's the surname of no.5? Lam? not sure...
23.What's the hobby of no.4? being pregnant! hehe!
24.Do no.5 and 9 get along well? yahyah they LOVEEEE each other!
25.Where is no.2 studying at? SYAS...but he'll graduate into the School for Idiots very soon.
26.Say something casual about no.1? he's not casual, he's AHdorable. =P
27.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?no need, i LOVEEE her already.
28.Where does no.9 live at? next to me! ehhe.
29.What color does no.4 like? black.same as me =)
30.Are no.5 and 1 best friends? yupp! i hope so anyway... =)
31.Does no.7 likes no.2? hehehe...they're straight....
32.How do you get to know no.2? he owned me in english, so i talked to him. =P aHAHAHA.
33.Does no.1 have any pets? yes! me! =)
34.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? maybe! hahaha...
this is LAME but i'm BORED. hehehe.... =)