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don't know what's happening right now...
haha.
my brain's a mess.
one subject down 8 more to go//
=)
had a really nice time with siaozhabos n blurgang on saturday. won't say more yeah?
then yesterday studied in school almost the whole day, till 8 at night. haha. then the school was so friggin dark, so fun! can't wait for chalet!!
cos it's dark n you can't do anything//
faded.
like an old photograph.
haha. sometimes i feel that's basically my life. it's a lifestyle i built out of choice, i guess. i just'fade' into the background, where i can disappear forever and ppl'll be like, ''Oh..she's gone? hmm..okay, that's sad..'' and then just get on with whatever they're doing. i don't contribute to much, i don't volunteer many friendships, i'm un-unique. haha. it's kinda nice being a wallflower...cos being close to ppl just got you hurt each time...but there are times you look around you and wonder why it's so quiet. then you're like, OH everybody went over THERE and i'm over HERE and what-in-hell is wrong with me?? until i remember that this is in my blood and it's by choice cos being where everyone is is just too darn tiring.
hurts.
once too many times...once bitten twice shy. i get too close to ppl and both end up getting hurt. Hah.. i'm like that friggin flower that's nice to look at, from a distance, but touch it and you kinda end up dead. is it me or is it just cirumstances? coincidence? hmmm.
Actually.
i don't give a damn...cos i know im just being myself and if you can't live with that...i guess it's kinda too bad. =)
besides. i don't make a habit of faking friendships with people i actually don't really like...so you can trust me i guess. i'm pretty straight. so don't worry about me bitchslappin you when you're not looking, you should worry that i'lll bitchslap you to your face.sometimes it hurts just that much more .. lol.
whatever.
i don't really know what brought this tirade on..[yes i admit it's a tirade of nonsensical angsty stuff pouring out of my keyboard]BUT.
PS: Prelims was good. failed everything except Physics. ^^ and i couldn't be happier.wonder if i can get into jc now...hmm.
congrats to duck and chamdee who got class prizes yeah? =D rock on guys!
what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say.
and watchin you walk away.
and never knowing
what could've been
and never seeing that loving you
was what i was trying to do.
Oh well....
had physics and chem practical papers this week.
And even though it's not so right for me to say this....
but i enjoyed the company of the people i was with during that time...
2nd shift....
hmm.jane.rekhahahha.shen en.gibly.anthony.andres.
hokay! other than that...i just got two uberly adorably amazingly huggable furballs.
anyone have any suggestions on names for them?
one is super white, and the other is calico-ish. male&female. big&small.
was thinking of Ukitake and Sparkle. =_=''' big names for small things, i know.