Love, Dawn♥

aight.

how bored am i right now?

extremely.

yup.

waiting like hell for wednesdayyyy =D

can't wait luhhh....reallie!

been so cooped up at home cos of different sicknesses. so weak. bleh. cos i'd been having this nausea for ages...like three weeks? k. that IS alot ok. try it.don't know how preggie women do it. anyway. so this nausea then later a cough then i had to get a vaccination for US visa, so that gave me a stupid fever then after fever this continued cough and after cough the stomach flu....and etc etc etc. now everything's gone, just this stupid itch all over the body that leaves no marks but is horribleeeee. keep showering and showering.

oh well.

and i can't access friendster. so any of you whose bdays are coming up better personally inform me kay? cos my memory is positively shite...

i know jassy's and HQ's are just passed. [ps: ur pressies are wit me~!]

jireh's one on the way. =)

glad i can celebrate before i leave....

next year also can leh! i'll be back in time =)))) see how kind i am. remember u guys. BLEHHHH. heheheeheeee.

but. unfortunately. guess which day ALL my friiigging semesters for the next 4 years are gonna start on??? like, the exact date???

august 29.

I HATE SOUTHERN.

ok. enuf bad thoughts. i need to be happy so i can get well sooooooon.....

not like i'm not already almost well but there's still that strange itch. oh well. better in time!

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hungry!

i'm hungry hungry!

hungry bear....

hehehhe....

my hamster has 6 babies. i thought it was 5, but it's 6. and they're SO adohrableeeeee.

but i gotta get rid of all of them when i go US.except for two males. hais. so sad.

OKAY! HAPPY THOUGHTS!

just watched ratatouille....

made me even more hungry. hehehe.

and tmr...

meeting baby to write essay...cos i suddenly realized today that i gotta get the stupid thing done by tuesday, by order of my D.a.d.d.y. blehhhhs.

oh man. this is too good. i just found something that made me even higher. YANTING. this picture is ESPECIALLY FOR YOUUUUUUU. =)

THIS is what you actually made me go to ALONE. AS. AN. ENGLISH. SPEAKING. PERSON. i.hateeeeeeeeeeeeee.you!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe. nvm...i'm a good actress...can pass as china slut. ^^

BUT. that's not the point of this picture.

i'm sure you'll pick out why i put this out for you.

whahahahhahaah.crazee. dunno why i'm so high.

oh well.

you know? it kinda shocked me when my uncle told me off for doin that peace sign thingy up in msia...

made me realize.

that's actually my true bkground...

that's how i was brought up. that's how i should be!

and now? gosh! it's almost natural for me to do that stupid act cute thing...

uh uh..something's gotta change! an dats me!

kkays =)

i'm glad you enjoyed the pictures yanting =D

muackies everyone. and YUP quacker i know you miss me but promise kay? we'll meet up soon. and me n ting'll rape you with a broomstick in the hotel 81. HAHAHHAA.

just a random thought... was thinking about how i've changed in both blog content and blogging style over the space of three years. hehhe.. altho i cringe at some of the things i wrote before. omg. how mortifying.
seriously, the stupid Claudia stunt...the equally stupid moaning and pissing over the fact that i liked that-asshole-who-shall-not-be-named... the stupidest things i've ever written during sec three. gosh. if there's an award for The Person Who Has Made Dawn Do The Most Stupid Things, i'd make sure that award goes to that ASS.HOLE. heheehe....

sometimes i just cant BELIEVE what a perfect dumbshit i was.
that's what's scary.
cos who knows if i might do it again. at any given point in my life. i might just start to decide to play the fool again. I HAVE IT IN ME TO DO SO. omgosh. what an absofreakinglutely scary thought. like this dormant monster that lies within me....ready to awake and wreak havoc at any time.

okokok i'm getting carried away.
where did all this urges to write random shite come from??
i wonder.

oh and btw? GossipGirl is like THE series to both read and watch. and you know the best and worst thing? their whole world is kept spinning by one thing and one thing only.... cash.

is that diabolical or divine?

who cares. it's just a fucking great show!
=))

toodles~

i want to ...
sing k
eat sushi
eat ban mian!
shop at ntuc/coldstorage.
cut my hair

hmm...
there's more...
just temporarily forgot...
nvm~
remember soon.....

anyway...
going to meet chacha later..
i think to eat or something....
no idea eat what. hehehehe...
waraku MOS orrrr pastamania. bound to be one of those three =P
yayyeee~~

OH thursday was super duper fun luuh... it's like i kept laughing at totally random shite...
andandand yessss! shopping at cold storage is like SO FULFILLING. heheheh. but some ppl hor...no childhood de lo, dunno how to stand on the shopping cart properly. =PpPp hehehhe.

my destiny
i'm built for it
was designed for it
brought up to live for it.

so how can it be
that i should surrender
my dream for another dream
or is it cold reality?

i need to know what's best
but such youth, such naivette
makes me an ignoramus of the highest calibre.
i cannot possibly decide.

i shall leave it to Providence to decree the future.

aight!!
recently been feeling so pissifyingly depressed unless i'm out and bouncing around wit either my girl or my guy. oh well. depressed= cos august is getting so much nearer, so much quicker. and heck, you know how i feel about the whole going abroad gig.... 90% hate, 10% interest. i'm just so afraid my life here will be nonexistant when i get back ten months later. fuck fucketty fuck fuck fuck. and then there's also all those long distance relationships that i can only pray and hope will work out.
k. enough angst. on to more cheerful shite.

=)

went on a last minute trip to KL last tuesday. llast minute cos my dad just decided on SUNDAY to go, and we did all the bus and hotel booking on that same day, packed on monday, and left early tuesday morning. jeez. it was really fun actually! so we reached there about tues afternoon...1pm...and basically, apart from family interruptions[half of our extended family is up there, namely, my dad's side.] , our whole routine up there was something approaching, wakeup, eat, washup, shop, go back to room, rest, eat, shop, go back and deposit goodies, meet relatives for dinner, go back to room, watch tv, sleep. wakeup, and repeat. LOL. it helped that our hotel was right nxt to the mega mall.... WHOOO~ every woman's dream!! we just had to go down to the hotel lobby, take a side door, walk a short passage, and we were right in the cent of the large mall with factory outlets, branded stores, restaurants cafes and bistros. HAHHAA. i sound like a travel guide now. but seriously, it's been one of the best shopping holidays i've had in ages! haha...
so basically. up there i met up with...
the great aunts.
the great grandmother.
the great uncle.
the i-have-no-idea-how-we're-related-as-uncle-and-niece uncle.
the kuku
aannnddd the cousin.
oh. and the other uncle.
and the cousin's two frigging irritating dogs.
OH. and the kuku's been-around-for-a-longgg-time maid.

first day, tuesday, we were pretty much left alone...
wednesday, spent the fucking whole day[practically] with PITA [ask me for translation]...
thursday, PITA showed up again. but the good thing about that day was the dinner then bowlin. whoo. i need to play more. haha.... pathetic score....but had a nice time.
friday. would you believe it?? PITA agaaaiiin. jeez. nvm. i should be touched. =_=''' then cousin rescued us from missing the stupid bus, cos the bus company is so damn smart they changed the boarding terminal when no one was looking, and didn't bother to inform us. yup. thank cousin we found it in time though....

reached SG in the evenin, got dropped off at SYAS cos i couldn't wait to get my arms around my darlin boy... hahhaa... then went home, cos no way was i gonna be caught dead gatecrashing the SYC. don't ask. i've got something against camps. for now. hahaa.

kay.
so basically. what i've been doing recently since coming back... being a book addict, andddd meeting wit my boy. dun jealous tiing, im meeting YOU today. [LOL]

BAN MIANNNNNNNN~~~~~~~~~~
LIANG WAN! XIE XIE~~~~~

Rules : Each blogger start with ten random facts or habit about themselves . Blogger that had been tagged to do have to post out ten random facts or habits about themselves . At the end of it , blogger have to tag ten peepos to do the quiz (: . and of course , tell them they have been tagged (:

1.i'm in love

2.i love suki sushi's buffet

3.i love karaoke

4.i hate heat

5.i hate having to go to US.

6.i hate the fact that i need to slp but i'm not slpping.

7.i'm currently hungry while typing this.

8.i just came back from msia, KL this evening.

9.i will be posting pictures and anecdotes, soon.

10.i plan to sleep now. =)

i tagg...(whoever wanna do this)to the power of ten!

just as well. my darling girl is working and my darling panda is in the freaking SYC. bloody frigging hell. ohhh well. at least gives him something to do while i'm gone yea =P

okay.
new fone!!! yesterday, went with my mama to get it early early in the morning. hehehe.
kay, not early, but early for me to get out of the house for anything else other than work.

so yeah.
W890....
& it's the first time i got a phone that i actually wanted. hehehe. not that i didn't like e other 'fones, but this one was handpickd by Yours Truly so yeah. heheh

the blonde bitches survive on karaoke and sushi, right? so right now i feel like i'm languishing, i tell you! fairly languishing! hehehehe..... drama queen. but it's true.... =(( i miss my girl.

anyway.
tuesday went NLB right? yesterday was work...
helped pack up the shop till 12 plus? then had supper at this cool place called Ice3...reached home at about 1 plus. ahha. drank a bit of baileys....very very lil bit. i'm a good girl mah... HAHAHHA.
nahh... just scared of getting drunk...cos if you are drunk... well....funny things can happen. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

[darling sry i'm still laughing, but laughing is better than crying right? heehee...]

today, went to His place....finished my....6th book or 10th book for the week. blehhs.
the hunger's still there, but not so edgy...
need to start preparing for that SATS. =_='''

gon sleep soon.....

cheerioss....

PS: btw mr fishy fish...! peektures!!!! where??? lol...

Questions:
1. What disappoints you the most?
hmm.when things don't go like they SHOULD.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
no idea... hollywood?

3. What's your favourite thing to do?
i've got many favorites, all equally favorited. hehe.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
it can buy the materialistic sort of happiness, not the emotional.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
one dream? literal? daaammmn. it'll have to be the one where i was at this place, and then this happened, and the other thing happened, and everyone lived happily ever after. yupps.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
i could, maybe six feet under.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
loved ones.and that includes my poochie.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
invest half, fix D one quarter, then upgradddee with the other quarter.

9. What do you dream of doing in the future?
dream? being successful in university, IF i am accepted that is, and then...lawyer? accountant? teacher? hahaha.

10. List out the 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
no one tagged me, ripppped this from jassy's blog, but....hmmm... he's got a sense of humour, never gets pissed with my attempts at deflating his amazingly big ego, and he CAN BE a gentleman. LOL..

11. What makes you happy?
my favorite things.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
the kind of person i don't love the most.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
in Singapore.

14. If you have a superpower, what would it be?
INVISIBILITY!!!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
thing? as in...thing? hmmm..... no idea really. jk... my family is always the Core of me.even if it ain't lookin like it.

16. If it's the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
that it's not the end of the world.

17. If you have the chance to choose, would you want to go back in time?
YES. did something dumb in sec 3.

18. What is the one thing you badly need now?
sleep. panda's getting angry with me already i think.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like him/her?
tell him i like him? nope. i tell him i love him. but generally, i think confessing your attraction to a guy is a real bad move....i tried...twice? HAHHAHAHAHHAHAA.totally hilarious endings. blech.

20. Do you have regret in your life?
surprisingly, NO. i believe that everything's for a reason, and i end up learning from my screwups, so i view them as a kind of Flavour to life...so yeah. love em all. IN RETROSPECT. hehehhe.

hey yo.
what's been going down?
NOTHING.
slacking around at the NL@Bugis with my one and only dearest dad....had lunch, read somemore at Macs@Bugis , then walked back to Lil India MRT station with him pointing out all sortsa unusual n Never Seen Before By Dawn sights along the way.
yupps.
nice.
but i still haven't got my phone. and YES, patience isn't my middle name. but then after i get my phone, i['ll most likely be all, ''oh whatevs...new phone...great''...

but mayb i've never been all that materialistic. cos the only stuffs that can leave a big sloppy grin on my face and a lasting warmth in my guts, is one of his tighttight hugs that make me feel like i'm cared for and protected for at least that instant. no bad stuffs gonna get to me. oh and also when we're not ''fighting'' or shit, and we're just, y'know, happy? feel like i'm 100% contented.

the other stuffs that make me feel satisfied, really and truly, are also crazy bitching trips about town with my girlfriend/les partner/whatever shit you wanna call us... those days are seriously priceless, girl... =) oh...and also a day spent at home just doing stuff, tending to my hamsters, cleaning the house[yes.you heard right. YES you DID.] and also snuggling up with my incredibly human-like pooch.
one of these days when i feel frighteningly sloppy and sweet, i'll make a list of my faorite things. promise. just remind me sometime. =)

anyway.
other than that....
had nausea and light-headedness through the whole day, and ate a shitload of fries for lunch...and yeah. i'm kinda wondering what i have to look forward to....
typical PMS behavior. don't let it upset you.

and btw, LYT, will you reallllllllly give me a boost into heaven, like, special tix or smth? cos your idea was suchhhhh a goooood one, mwahahahaha....... *grins dementedly*

aight.
so here's what's been happening....

saturday:
main point is that evidently someone from sentosa wasn't happy with me n my boy k-i-s-s-i-n-g.
to whoever that jerkoff is, BLOW ME. forget about me joining any more church activities now.
can't trust you guys. wait. since when have i even trusted any of you.& you, excludes the Prawns and shanice.cos i don't think they'll be idiotic enough to do such a thing. ANYWAY.

sunday:
workworkwork.
even though i could understand your point of view, i did get pissed off, but i'm not so pissed off now so it's aight.
hahaha...
lalas. wednesday my last day of worrrk.
which is all well and good...cos i dun wanna get faintish from cramps at work again. HAHAA.oh laa...

today:
stuck going to the dinner for EQ tonight.
you biatch...abandon me to the mercies of AHEM mcs AHEM... and if la femme cockroach is there, i swear i'm gonna go down to Gucci especially to kill your pretty ass. =) hmppphssss.

but as a plus, mayb i'll be getting my new phone today. yayys.

i think the best thing about today though, will be goin down to the LIBRARY.wheeee~~~~!

toodles....young ones!