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Dawn.

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Friday, November 27, 2009, 12:03 AM

i would cry, but i think it'd hurt my mouth. so forget that... =P

this whole thing is frustrating me.




Thursday, November 26, 2009, 12:11 AM

it's the thought that counts.
and im disappointed.

or maybe i'm asking too much.

kay.
whatevs...




Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 1:39 PM

so.
yesterday was coool...woke up at 12, lazed around and then walked dog ... was settling in front of the computer, and Miss Stone called. hehehe...
met her at chinatown.....where i got lost in OG cos i thought she was in there but actually she was in the market... -.- finally got our butts to YUEHUABUILDING the totally chiinah building where creepy guys stare at you like they been in prison ten years. LMAO. but it has foooood i like, so i go. and i buy. and i mail to liza. kekek ;)
after that we were like, HUNGRY, and chinatown point was dismally depressing, to me, so vivocity it was! THAIEXPRESS yumssssssssss!!!!!!!!
ate phadthai... not bad really, but everytime i go to thaiexpress i have a weird urge to eat like, 3 different dishes. nvm. next time i shall eat the riceeeee...
okay im hungry now.

craving for sushi, but this month im so brokeee.
momma wanted to give me 300 ytd leh... but i kinda said no leh....
LOL...
cos if im broke then it means i need better money management and so i shall LEARN.

although it's hard for someone like me who eatsssss alot of things like thaiexpress and sushi and stuff. kekeke.

ANYWAY,
after thaiexpress we went to giant? and window shopped for yanting's AHEM... idk why it keeps breaking huh... some secret piercings? HAHA. awesome day fo sho.... ;)

and i felll asleep on the train home.

HOWEVER when i got home n stuff, i couldn't sleep till 6 am.

so yes, it's two and i'm not out of bed yet.
need to bring dog down, shower, and then post box.

come back and do accounts?
maybe. maybe not. LOL>




Monday, November 23, 2009, 3:02 AM

ahh. so today was weird.

woke up n couldn't breathe this mornin.. so mom gave me this lil white pill that supposedly helps. well it did. took like 3 hours to take effect though. and after it took effect it made me super stoned... pretty cool feeling actually. went home and slept from 12 till 2.... which was horrible cos i was supposed to meet tatcha at 2. yup. but alls well that ends well we weren't late for class! whooo~

class was interesting...
adv beg, and some ppl were really good, like they got the choreo in 2 tries n stuff. im damnnn slow when it comes to learnin steps! so i was pretty dazed half the class. howeverrrrr... i remember the steps! mostly. song was Badgirl by Britney.
like, there was this tiny little man, looks like a japanese uncle, with a mustache ... and he was like my height [that's TINY] and he was dressed head to toe in like, black fashion. baggy pants shirt and cap, oh and oversized shoes.. and dude he cud dance lol. TINY DANCER the SECOND. anyway. dance choreo was pretty awesome... instructor kept saying how we had to have the gangsta FEEEEEL.... and like, yea im stoned, so how is THAT gon be possible. hahahaha. oh..
and joke of the day, trust tatcha to come up with something like that la... there was this three count part where u had to like reach out to ur right center and left, and kinda like make a 'come here' motion? but like people were doin it in a grabbing motion... so she said, it looks like they're grabbing balls. LMAO. and the lyrics the instructor kept repeating were 'we the people we the people we the people' and tatcha was like, 'hey, it should be grab some balls grab some balls grab some balls.'

ah, the hilarity.

after that we had a low fat pastamania meal. LOL. just plain carbs. and i know people say carbs make you fat but heck i don't give a crap. I CAN"T DO WITHOUT CARBS.

well i could but i'd just have to be realllllly depressed/emo/heartbroken or smth. LOL..

and baby went to bed without telling me he loved me =(
i miss baby boo!
bad bad boy... X(




Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 10:32 PM




aight!!! so i went out on a short 3 hour trip to the mall...

bought shampoopoo and conditioner and face scrub...cos i'd run out off all of them at once -.-''
and bought a pair of... CONVERSE SHOES.
let me explain why this is such earthshattering news.

i never buy shoes that are unisex on my own.

my very first pair of converse shoes, bought with shanice. and i don't recall choosing the colour or cut. LMAO. second converse was simply for school, so duh, total black. easy choice.

so this time, i needed a pair for school n dance, and lalllalllalllla i did it!!!!!

but of course i had consultants over the phone..

first i called my boyfriend. and yes i do love him very much but he was of NO HELP AT ALL.

not little help, NO help. hahahahhaha.
texted ting and cha... n was like, WHITE OR CREAM???

darlin tingie replied in like 5 seconds... LMAO... so i called her n was like... it's cream n it's faux leather! n she's like, do it! [cos apparently white screams 'school shoes!']
so im like, aight! i'll do it!!!

so i hang up n see tatcha's msg n it's one word. CREAM. double confirmation!! =)
yayyy!!


girlfriends 1 , boyfriend 0.



awwww im being mean aren't i??

hahahahha...


i love u alllllllll, mah bros n hoes.... ;)




6:21 PM


oh. and ahahahaha i just remembered when i randomly messaged lizatang after tuition on tuesday night, LMAO it was like 830 for her in the mornin. and her reply had me giggling at the busstop. darn. couldn't stop smilin like an idiot.... and there were so many people around.


whooops.





6:07 PM

First off, SORRY LIZA ur box is gonna be like, one week late. cos i was supposed to get it mailed by today but i can't cos it's not done yet. hahaha. belated birthday i guess! =(

anyhoo!

my eye got all swollen today while i was sleeping...and i tried to cure it n all but it's takin hella long. so sad.

i've been having some random thoughts.

yesterday i ran a coupla errands down at CP .... then took the frickin LRT down to baby's house. yep. i got LOST on the LRT. how frickin pathetic! hahahhaa. it's a complicated system aight!!!! geesh. and so i took half an hour to make a 7 min journey. yay me.

after lunch/dinner with baby i got my butt down to mmomma's store to help her make cakes. 16 cakes. dayummmmn. christmas cakes!!! while at the store i saw this lady... and i was like watching her... it was a weird dinner party.. four of them, one british dude, fat n old, one skinny china girl [his wife -.-] and this singaporean couple. all butt ugly. although i never saw the china girl's face..bt her profile sucked. nice hair n body though. ANYWAY. the english dude was talkin to the singaporean guy abt the places he'd been to, and the china girl was tryin to talk to the singapore woman in mandarin.. and i was like.... WEIRD. cos they were sitting opposite each other, so the conversation was LITERALLY having crossed wires. but the point is, the singaporean woman was either REALLLY stuck up, or she REALLY didn't wanna be there. Either way, i REALLY don't ever wanna become like her. REALLY. it's like she wanted to be sooooo sophisticated and proper and like she thought she was some pretty tai tai or smth... when in reality she had the most frightful aunty haircut and a face that reallly needed botox. -.-'''

REALLY sucked.

other than that....

tomorrow's orientation! and i dont' knowwww what to wearrrrr....
cos i might go for this beginner's hip hop class after... to try it out, cos the teacher was all like, omg my class is awesome n i really teach technique etc etc etc so im like.. maybe i should try. hahah. maybe.

and now imma go shower then go pick up some stuff from nearby. =P

PEACE!




Monday, November 16, 2009, 5:05 PM


bored.


gotta class after this.


hates.





Saturday, November 14, 2009, 12:53 AM

no Boobgrabber darling, the thanksgiving thing is on the 21st. i think. anyway. either way u gots to keep me occupied on the 21st! +D

i need to buy makeup still.
but i got a care package to make up!! yayy!!

called my exroomie last night... and started screamin in my hall so loud my dad got pissy and came out to tel me to ''SHHHH!'' hahahahahha..

anyway. sleepy now.
needs to sleep.

breakfast 'morrow ;)

loves, all!




Friday, November 13, 2009, 2:59 AM




today.


dinner with tatcha and baby..


then tuition.


blah.


tuition class got moved to this carpeted room where i can't wear heels... gotta go barefoot. hate that. and the lesson was hella easy today. blah again. hahaha.




watching csi miami to get over my gossip girl addiction.


next up is BLEACH.




school reallllllyyyy needs to start soon. -.-




BOOBGRABBER, im free on the 21st!! so what say i meet u friday to eat or shop or smth.. and 21st we go do thanksgivingy stuff?


and LIZA, gimme ur dorm room address. im tryin to send smth to u for thanksgivin ;)




loves, all!!!!




Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 10:58 PM


okay okay okay.

thanks to miss kusolpalin.... [is that how you spell it?]

i've gotten addicted to gossipgirl again.

damn it...!!!!


oh well.


thus far my favorite episode is still 204 TheEx-Files..

but Season three is much less dramatic and kinda something i can relate to more...

cos that whole highschool queen drama shite was just too...WEIRD.


hmmmmm..


ANYWAY.

had lunch with baby boy and dinner with pops!

bought a skinny tie... for who knows what reason... but Liza we need to webcam again shortly =D say... 18th night? haha...


wut else wut else...


OOO yeah Yanting's new nickname is BoobGrabber.

There. i've made it official ;)




Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 10:40 PM


pms pms pms pms pms...


so effin annoying.

everything is.

how my internet is lagging.

how things get moved around in my room and i can't find them.

how my ulcers hurt like a mothafucka

how my mom apparently doesn't believe when i say that fuckin accounting in australia is diff from in the states.

how im just so so so so tired all the time.


oh well.


screwee me, why don't you.




Monday, November 09, 2009, 12:45 AM


im dying in the fashion department.

not that i've ever been mainstream.... but.. since coming back i guess i haven't paid too much attention to dressing up or doin makeup... especially the makeup...

and i've been looking at some pics on facebook [Liza, think Shark-face, JAWS.. and you'll know who! =P] and geeesh her pix are glam and just reinforced my need for MAKEUP.


so im gonna buy stuff that i need. prolly MAC. cos i like it,,,,the lipstick anyway. but i wanna try out the mascara , eyeliner, maybe pressed powder.


it's time to tighten ur stillettos !!


SHOP SHOP SHOP




Thursday, November 05, 2009, 3:12 PM


im emo again.

yay me.


fuckk k k k .....





Tuesday, November 03, 2009, 11:47 AM


im up before 12!!!!!! hooooray for me!!! ;)


baby called n called till i woke up..

gonna get take pooch down, shower, get dressed, and go down to find him in town ^^

yayyy...!


go fer lunch or smth...


then come back n do accounts.


have a nice day my furry people!





Monday, November 02, 2009, 1:08 AM
























































where do i start?










the depression over my weight or the fun fun fun weekend? LOL.










i exaggerate, no depression goin on. but my November resolutions are to : lose 2.5 kg, organize my room, and memorize the fifty/fiftytwo states of america. yes i know the last one's totally random but i feel it's good mind work. LMAO.




















anyway! weekend!! met up wit yanting darlin for breakfast, 'fore we got crashed by the J and J tag team. lol... jk jk... joked and was sillyish... then tatcha came! and we went to church.










slept thru church. comments about the sermon shall not be made here. er. whattt else? oh! after churchy church, went to Subway, and had a footlong. thanks to tatcha. -.- hehehehehehe awesome experience but imma not do that again! skipped the cookies, good for me! and then we went home home home! and by 'we' i mean tatcha n sp n me. yep. we all chillaxed on the couch. till about 5 when i woke up and discovered cha was gone, and went back to bed. at 5 30 i went n found her in my room bein all emo and playin guitar. kekekek ;) apparently my aunt like, locked her up in my room or smth. @.@ anyway. took an hour to watch gossipgirl/dressup.. ended up wearin twin costumes...outfits rather... damn. wish i had some sexy halloween getup yknow? like my lucky lucky XRM Liza Tangytangtang. i want bunny ears!!!! i'd prolly make a better cat tho. anyhoo! went down to orchard even tho it was pourin when we left the house.. had cake cravin and got a slice for each of us from Fourleaves. BOOM there goes the fat saved on cookies! hahaha. who gives a shit. then we walked n walked and window shopped and ooooooo went to coffeebean to have ESPRIT RASPBERRY COOLERS. at least that's what i think they're called. but it was nice. took picx n polaroids. unfortunately, i photographed badly. yep.




















today.










work. (6am)










home.










nap.[half hour]










lunch.










tuition.










library.










home.










nap. [one hour]










shower dog.










eat.










slackkkkkkk my lil butt off.(1 am)




















i need sleep for my complexion.




















=( but i can't sleep.




















i find it boring.