Love, Dawn♥

KINDA skipped dinner last night... as in, i ate a handful of potato chips and 2 oreos. HAHA. except they were 'oreos' from portugal and they had the most disgusting texture EVER!!!!nvr again!

woke up this morning /afternoon hungry and planning to MUNCH. started out with a crunchie bar since my aunt is using the stove to cook food for... my DOG. omg. -.- so i have to wait. hahahaha.

gonna head out later to run some errands. i have a library fine of 20 bucks to pay! yay me. and i need to buy dog food.. laminate some papers.. yepyep. prolly buy a late lunch of rice n dishes while i'm at it.

woke up this mornin and studied chapter 1 of econs. hahahah. sooo much better than listening to that greyhaired duckassed fuckbrained lunatic go on and on in sultry whispers every monday. sultry being sarcasm. GAHHH. thank goodness it's hols this week. gonna get alot less sleep though!!!!!!! 0.o

i wanna watch cartoons so bad.. but guess what? cable in my house don't have no cartoons. depressing. can't wait to buy my own cable so i'll like have all da super cool channels ^^

and as a side note, i hate the channel E! entertainment. HATE HATE HATE IT. i think it's sooooo futile and pointless to keep up on the latest celeb news. who caressss about da damn celebs. sure i love watching them on screen, but ur nvr gonna know who they are IN PERSON, so why care about where they went who they screwed who's who's best friend?? those people really need a life.

and i have one. so imma go eat instant noodles that in fact are far from being instant, and walk my stupid dog who pees then lies down in his pee. yep i totalllllly have a life. HAHAHAHAHAH

& guess what i love it.

^^

You may have all the brains,
but you got none of the looks.
& your moods torture people more diabolically than hellfire.

today:
church, lunch, simlim!!

i realized girls get better service in simlim. =P

and it's really some fusion place, where indians whites chinese singaporeans alll come together for the sole purpose of worshippin at the altar of technology.

i was in heels and ting was carrying a heavy bag.. yep, realllly good attire for marching around SLS. anyhoo. i didn't finish my lunch, awesomeness, and i skipped icecream and had coconut juice instead. =D YAY! freak da cholestrol, i loveeeee coconut !

slept so well on bus 80 it might as well have been a motel. woke up in HOugAng just in time to gather my stoned wits and alight at sengkangint. reached home, and momma's like, ''there's a dinner tonight.'' and unrebellious freak that i am i agree to go. -.-'''

so i go after less than an hour of resting at home. took a cab down cos i cudn't figure out what to wear... this made me look fat that was immodest [for momma's blood pressure's sake] this was too hot that was too tight. GEEESHHH. i hate dressing when i'm sleepy.

cab fare was mad ex, but worth it i guess cos i was super tired. OH and i had to get cash from home cos my BANK ACCOUNT is 100% broke. i owe yt $$!!!!!! HAHAH. note to self: don't forget.

got down at NLB, borrowed two books. i miss reading soooooo much that i finished one of the books already =D fine it was a simple book with depressing vocabulary but witty and snarky and sarcastic and oh-so-hilarious! about this BLONDE vampire. kinda cool. then i borrowed another book but i think i'll read that in the daytime.. =P called switchback. interesting plot, a thriller of sorts. i shall not read it tonight or i might suffer from an overimaginative imagination. ^^

dinner was aight. chinese rice and dishes at some hotel. gahhh. overpriced, underfed. -.-''' then hagendiaz[?] icecream at esplanadey... nope i didn't eat any. so proud of myself!

this weight loss thing is starting well.

I HATE FAT.
i hate fat so bad but i love food so much.
so.
since i'm in a bad mood of sorts.. i shall take advantage of this and show determination strength and SHEER FORCE OF WILL and behave myself.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

i didn't see baby today =(

maybe tomorrow?

Aight. i'm having a two hour break between classes =) chillin in the library, with the oh so pathetic internet system they have in Curtin. Honestly they charge the sky and give shit for it. =.=''' BUTTTTT this is what happens when u change your major. hmm.. Class this mornin, came 15 minutes late and slept thru the tutorial [1.25 hrs] yep. while the girl next to me wrote her hand into a cramp, i slept...and slept... and slept... i can't stand the lecturer i tell you!! he speaks as fast as he writes.. and copying tutorial answers from the board is TRAUMATIC, cos he literally writes the answer on the board ...while talking... most lecturers put the answers up on the projector screen thingy. GEEESHHHH. haven't copied a single thing from his tutorials, and it's week 3. yay me!

kinda hungry. should eat soon. my two currypuffs are wearing off!!!

i think i need to start pushing myself forward if no one will. Maybe it's my fault that i've fallen. ok well it IS my fault but partly because of my surroundings. well. my new goal is to become once again the frickin diva of English. =) cause looking back on some posts in 2006.. it's so mmuch more satisfactory to express oneself in colorful word pictures than to swear with the same boring words. and honestly i think it's time for some selfimprovement. before i turn into some purebred MC and lose all vestiges of my dignity. LOL! i guess i just feel like i've Deproved.... in everything? ok maybe my social skills have improved SLIGHTLY so i'm not such a social retard.. but my music has deteriorated, my weight is deteriorating or not improving fast enough, my English is ALWAYS ALWAYS frickin mixed with Chinese and that reallly pisses me off, i seem to have a lack of emotions or to have an inability of expressing my emotions, i don't sleep enough, i don't study enough. idk. Basically i have no motivation. And that's scary. that's so scary i've decided i need to create a motivation for myself. and that motivation is RECLAIMATION OF BRAINS. the smarter, more in-control, me that has somehow deferred to some retard who speaks in mixed-language sentences. don't ask me why it's suddenly pissing me off so badly, but it is. LOL.

whoa deep thoughts. need to sleep.

Aight. my blog has been publicized. i'm nervous. cos everytime i do this something bad usually happens. but since i'm living a clean drug free[kiddin!] life now.. i SUPPOSE i can make this public. but please, try not to take anything too personally, after all, YOU chose to come here and YOU chose to open ya eyes and read this =) soooo, if you think i'm bein personal or antagonistic, well, that's my right to do so. Respect it, respect me, and if you can't click that tiny red button up THERE ^ =) another note... no adults allowed. so if you're over 30... GET OUTTA HERE! ;)

HAHAHA ok so i'm really excited because i found ALLL my old conversation archives. AND. it is SOOO funny. if i wasn't wheezing slightly cos of my stupid hamster i'd be laughing my lungs out right now.

so you know how sometimes you look back on things u said when you were young and feel foolish?? well i read three conversations i had and started wondering WHO THE HECK I WAS. hahahahahaha.

ok so the first conversation is with someone who shall not be named... this random girl.. and i have NO ideaa why i was talking to her but i was, and oh gosh i typed like a TYPICAL AH LIAN! with the frickin double ii's and the 'lorhx' and 'lehzz'.. OMG.
here's a classic sentence : "concentrate on ur babbiie now okayy?"
Yours Truly ACTUALLY WROTE THIS. oh gosh. mortification. however i SUSPECT that towards the end some of it was actually done on purpose... kekeke. ;)

The second conversation was this other girl, AHEM.. who randomly added me on MSN just to give me a reallllly obtuse and vague message, along the lines of how she had things to tell me and how i shud cherish my love or some shit. then she left me her phone number. =.=
OHHHH the dramarama... i laugh now looking back on that.

The third conversation was the most distressing one of all. it was with this short little ...kid? who serioussssly had a lack of logic & vocabulary. HAHA. i now remember the argument with her, but thinking back, the thing that stands out in my mind was how annoying it was that she kept repeating the SAME damn thing over n over n over. But.. looking back on that conversation now, i realize my english apparently DIED a terrible and horrible death in that convo too! hahahahah!

You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
hey
6/15/2006
11:12:43 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you STOP
6/15/2006
11:12:44 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
i am trying damn hard not to pang seh ppl. especially X
6/15/2006
11:13:18 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
why
6/15/2006
11:13:20 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you did that
6/15/2006
11:13:22 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
n i wasn't even ps-ing her ytd
6/15/2006
11:13:22 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you are
6/15/2006
11:13:40 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
that's a matter of opinion girl
6/15/2006
11:14:24 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
hety
6/15/2006
11:14:25 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you
6/15/2006
11:14:27 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
walol
6/15/2006
11:14:28 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
dawn
6/15/2006
11:14:37 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
can you stop it
6/15/2006
11:14:42 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
stop what?
6/15/2006
11:14:43 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
talking?
6/15/2006
11:14:57 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -a- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
can you stop being like that
6/15/2006
11:15:03 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
why
6/15/2006
11:15:04 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
like what??
6/15/2006
11:15:07 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
always you
6/15/2006
11:15:12 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
hey.
6/15/2006
11:15:28 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
if it's me al the time being the difficult one
6/15/2006
11:15:35 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
hey
6/15/2006
11:15:37 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
why is it. i don't have problems in shcool like this
6/15/2006
11:15:45 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
hey
6/15/2006
11:15:45 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
please
6/15/2006
11:16:26 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you just playing
6/15/2006
11:16:35 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
playing>?????
6/15/2006
11:16:42 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
don you
6/15/2006
11:16:57 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
play with what?
6/15/2006
11:17:17 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you play X
6/15/2006
11:17:21 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
like she is toy
6/15/2006
11:17:27 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
if
6/15/2006
11:17:29 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
she is like a toy
6/15/2006
11:17:38 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
i would have left her long ago ok
6/15/2006
11:18:21 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
haiozz
6/15/2006
11:18:24 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
wait
6/15/2006
11:18:24 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
please
6/15/2006
11:18:27 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you are
6/15/2006
11:18:29 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
haizzz
6/15/2006
11:18:30 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
why
6/15/2006
11:18:30 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
is this what she say or what u think urself
6/15/2006
11:18:30 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
whwy
6/15/2006
11:18:37 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
hey
6/15/2006
11:18:42 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you are the 1 who playing
6/15/2006
11:19:22 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
playing what????
6/15/2006
11:19:23 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
X?????/
6/15/2006
11:19:23 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
please
6/15/2006
11:19:26 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
stop it
6/15/2006
11:19:32 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
is there a point to play with X?
6/15/2006
11:20:01 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
haizzz
6/15/2006
11:20:04 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
whatever
6/15/2006
11:20:15 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
can you be back like who you are
6/15/2006
11:20:21 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
U DON"T KNOW WHO I WAS
6/15/2006
11:20:30 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
ohhh
6/15/2006
11:20:31 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
ya
6/15/2006
11:20:33 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
i donno
6/15/2006
11:20:38 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you know who am i
6/15/2006
11:20:44 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
i don't
6/15/2006
11:20:45 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
please you don
6/15/2006
11:20:57 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
so you expect me to know you
6/15/2006
11:21:00 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
ohh man
6/15/2006
11:21:02 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
no i don't
6/15/2006
11:21:07 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
good
6/15/2006
11:21:12 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
i tell you
6/15/2006
11:21:12 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
so don't tell me to go back to what i was if u nvr knew who i was
6/15/2006
11:21:16 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
i don also
6/15/2006
11:21:44 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
hahah
6/15/2006
11:21:47 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
please
6/15/2006
11:21:54 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
i think who you are
6/15/2006
11:22:33 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
i mean. be smart ok. think back. the reason why this happen is cause NUMBER ONE. i wanted to leave first. NUMBER TWO. u didn't even think abt letting us wait downstairs
6/15/2006
11:22:48 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
i mean, y couldn't we compromise n just go down n wait
6/15/2006
11:22:59 PM
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
but no. cannot. must do it this way.
6/15/2006
11:23:40 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
ohh pleas
6/15/2006
11:23:54 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
every one now have problem with you
6/15/2006
11:23:58 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
not only me
6/15/2006
11:24:01 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond - 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
you know it will
6/15/2006
11:24:12 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
ands you don understand
6/15/2006
11:24:21 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
yourself always come first
6/15/2006
11:24:28 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
nv care ppl feeling
6/15/2006
11:24:32 PM
You can't control what others say and do but You can decide how you will respond -- 拿得起放得下
`Dawn~~ if you don't care, just shut up. n i mean it.
this is always you

watching jackiechan when i shud be either sleeping or doing accounts!!! omg!!! -.-

time to get my ass movineeeee

talked to one of my best friends for like 2 hours last night.
and it's one of those conversations that are damn fulfilling.
sooo contented.

then i got online and my uncle C started venting to me..
so that was another one plus hours.
entertaining conversation too!!

so i went to bed feeling damn conversationed out.

and this mornin i wake up and uncle C is still there.. so we start talkin again..

and i need to eat and get some accounts done and study if i can..
la di daaaa

my house is undergoing spring cleanin, after CNY... and this superwoman is helpin my mom do it. LOL. i just sit back and watch da action ^^

jk

i did clean my drawer and organize some shit.

goin to bed soon.

HAHAHA so i looked back on some march posts, and this is what i found...

now! about today. which was the most absofreakinlutely tiring sunday in this semester.i woke up at 11, showered, then went to the Vm with Jaye to stock up on food. After that, went to the library and did my accounting hw, then took a nap there from about 315 to 4pm cos i felt nauseated. grahhh. my 'morning sickness' seems to be back. then i rushed back to my room and changed, went downstairs to the aerobics room to practise the dance a little on my own before the group practise at 5 pm. i was still dizzy....and the eternal spinning in the dance didn't help!

dance practise was a disaster...we practised in the new gym from 5 to 6 pm, then went to the old gym to practise on stage at 6. supposedly the other part of the chinese group was supposed to be there cos it was a full dress rehearsal. but they didn't show up till 7, which was when WE FINISHED OUR PRACTISE. so after practising for two hours straight we're all pretty tired and strung out cos of short tempers and shit... soo there was a brief verbal altercation between S and XL... and we ended up staying yet another half hour for the so called dress rehearsal to come to our part so we cud dance once and then leave.

after that i went to dinner at KRs... eh, nana got my order wrong. tmd... after supper i was extremely tired so just went back to the room to cook more food, eat, then watch B/o.n.e.s then sleep. i slept till 1 am, then woke up to do my lit. i had to wait for inspiration....wait wait wait wait... and then finally when it came, i finished it in half an hour.

hee ^^i also drew up my weekly to-do list which gets more n more intense each time. im tryin to use words like INTENSE and CHALLENGING instead of depressing and impossible... hahahaha...wo yao zuo kai xin guo. LMAO. right. dont ask me where THAT came from...

anyways!!!!! im exhausted.gonna get ready to go to accting class, then have breakfast, then go to lit class, and then go to the library to print something which i need to rememeber to get. and then. sleep. yayys. till 3. which is PEAC class..... in which i have an F. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA..... idk how i can get an F for a PE class luh. genius.... ^^so yea that's my plan for tomorrow. after PE, i wanna sleep somemore. then i hope i dont have dance practise so i can do my computer homework. oh.. not to mention i have to read some emo tragic history book for tuesday's class.

and then tuesday i have to get started on my annotated bibliography as well as finish up my research paper. oh. AND write another poem.

wednesday i have to read from my fat history textbook and edit my hopefully finished research paper.thursday i have to turn in my research paper, and write more lit.

I wanna spend thursday evening with my bestie!! cos it's thursday nite and we gotta celebrate friday comin, yes?? hahaha...and somewhere within this week i have to find time to do a mad longass accting team project. shitz. IDK HOW TO FIND TIME. cos i really need sleep. and i wanna spend time with friends. and and and and and ........oh nevermind.

and it just struck me....
that was easy shit!!!!!
just alot of readin...writin POEMS... and and and...

ok. nvm..

compared to last semester...i think this sem's gonna be even HARDER.

shit.

my head spins, for no reason at all.

and i suspect it's the antibiotic eyedrops that's screwin with me.

im allergic to all antibiotics, apparently.

freak laaaa. -.-

so today was a really good day.
i woke up at about 2pm? LOL... felt really rested but i hadn't decided if it was gonna be a happy day or a normal day...
baby called me and he sounded happy so i decided it was gonna be a happy day!
LOL! woke up did the mornin stuff....watched a movie and ate my lunch.. andd, i spoke to someone over fb chat today =) got some really good advice on somethign that's been bothering me! really, this goes to show not to judge a book by it's cover! [Liza u know da big bad poetry writer LOL] anyhoo! so i got even happier...

and then i went down for the funeral.. and i really wanted her to eat smth cos i honestly don believe she eats. then i was thinking and thinking.. been thinking since monday really -.- and it hit me... OH SASHIMI. lol. so i got my parents to drive me to tamp1 to pick up sashimi and brought it down. yayy!!! added grapes to the mix cos the grapes looked really pretty! hopefully they weren't sour. LMAO. nvm vitamin C!

dam accomplished feeling...

so today is good.. OH and i had a family dinner, which is like who knows how rare, and daddy was in a good mood the WHOLE day.. which is even rarer... LOL...we had rice and dishes and hor fun and prata Sooooooo good! stuffed my face... and it's asian vegetarian so da chances of gettin fat are slim. no pun intended. =)

and now i found this amazing stevenchow movie! aight. time to sit back an CHILLLLLL ~~~~~

LOVES!

ladidaaaaa!

my eye has conjunctivitis. and it hurt like a mofo for half the day. on they way back from the funeral i finally decided to go to the doctorrr. 50 bucks for 5 min consult and medication. -.-

nightlight robbery.

aiih.

time for bed soon. my whole body damn tired.

dammit. everytime i face the blogger home page i have major mindblock issues.
so frustrating to have things you wana write down so you remember and then to have them scatter from your mind. -.-

GRAWR

so i've been thinking... about death..
and the likes..

and it's like, i guess it's weird but i feel really sad tho i don't know him.. i think it's more like i feel sad to see my friend sad.. made me think about how my funeral wud be. LOL.

morbidity galore.

sparkcamp was aight.. cudn't sleep till 5 plus in the morning... woke up at 7 +.. left.. went back home and slept till 12. lhahaha.

sigh.

a bit unable to write much still.. idk why... =(

so!!!

yesterday was thursday... hell-day... =P class from 9-12 then 2-5.. after than tuition from 730-915... luckily, baby met me at tpy and went down with me to tuition!!!!! yay!

waited for me then we had dinner together... and we started discussing social stuff. lol. i shall try not to think of things that make me angry when we are together =) took a bus home and talked all the way... missed him lots n lots ^^

classes have been going okay. super relieved about my grades. i wanna do better this trimester!!!

ANYWAY! talked to missy lizatang today... for like, one hour plus?? =P and i was smiling the whole way!! miss that lil biatch. OH oh oh and *crossed fingers* we might meet up this july!!!!!! fuckin july.. LOL... oh well.. for the first time the seventh month is gonna mean something GOOD instead of just SLUT. ^^ prolly i'll go to china to meet her then she'll fly back with me to singapore for a week or smth! time to save $$$$$!!!!!

i have stuff to talk about ... but lazy to type. showered dog and cleaned hammies cages today.. swept the floor too. showered myself, and now chillin in my room with a MOVIE playing. movies are awesome.. u LEARN things. so you don't stay fuckin clueless. LOL..

PEACE!

OMG. i got my exam results =D

not as bad as i thought, not as good as i hoped!

distinction for law and communication,
high distinction for managerial accounting,
and credit for financial accounting.

the percentages were shit tho. like 72, 70, 86, 64.
lalalalallaa...

im pissed about the credit.. seriously pissed.
cos like, i really did study for it, the exam was just insane like...
HAHA. oh well.

this semester i need to see improvements in my grades!!!!!!!!!!!!!
less movies more work!

ya right. ;)

SCHOOL, SUCKA!!!

'spring break' is overrrrr =( funny how the timing coincided tho!

aights im off too school with my fake nails and jeans and heels and smokin' top!

LMAO.

SO! this week of holidays was like freakin awesome! and freakin tiring. LOL.

monday, chilled with baby and tatchacha at K... 5 hours plus lunch and dinner. =D
met baby at around noon, had a late brunch at ah kun's.. then went toppyone and met chacha...almost went to esplanade but WAYY too tired after k! hahahaha.

Tuesday, quality time with baby!!!!!!! loves. CRAZY ASS BANMIAN! so damn happy. was going to watch jackiechan's movie, but then watched percy instead. the movie was like, really interesting.. food fo thought yo! zeus and all shit. AND i got this super awesome hair straightener for 80 bucks. and it's awesome cos it's SUPER SMALL!!!! i won't get tired doin my hair or burn myself! hahaha. its like, 1/4 the size of a normal ceramic straightener! ANDDDD it can keep my hair straight thru dancing for 5 hours AND sleeping. DAMN SWEET *hearts* and had a good dinner too! DCDONUTS. good texture but alright coverings...

Wednesday tuition in the afternoon and met up with Dev and Cha and TZ for K at night.. Dna and HJ were supposed to come but HJ was workin and DNA was broke like. Hahahha. still, was mad fun. haven't had this much to drink since comin back.. ;) and i only got slightly tipsy on 2 bottles. & i didn't feel like throwin up at all... improvement! fine still a long way away from the amount i cud drink in States but wuteverrrrr i can still hold my own.

Thursday wass the day to work and earn back everything i spent. HAHAHA. helll yeah. ok not really but i DID give 5 hours of tuition.

Fridayyyy was chillax at home and do Genesis' accounts day. went to meet yt at church in the evenin for a talk. =) learned one new interesting thing. HAHAHAHA. AND we hadd waffles and ice cream at uddersss. talk talk talk talk... reached home like 12!

so that's my week without all the juicy details. ;)

i've been doing alot of thinkin.. and idk if it's good or bad... but i think i forgot how to say NO. and im gonna start learnin how to frickin say NOOOOOOOO. yessir.

BUT. i think i'm like majorly much more in control of expressing my feelings and all.

so it's da good and da bad... and i think the world is spinnin beautifully.

LOVES EVERYONE!!!! pictures soon! =)

aight! this week's been crazy.
i don't even have the energy to bloggggg -.-
more tomorrow!!