Love, Dawn♥

are you readyyy??????

here goes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

nothing.

just kidding.
We've (Tatcha n I) officially uploaded our very first retarded video onto
y-y-y-Youtube!!!!!!

gaaaaaaaah.

Go watch it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9I8tYPY1oA

Hmmm. Some smartypants (nyahahah) told me how to blog on blogger from my phone! Hehe! I wonder if its troublesome... Must try must try :D

Anyway!!

Heading to school to get my fingerprinting done... Apparently curtin wants to be highclass and make us check in and out of class with our fingerprints. Gross. But whatever makes them happy.... Seriously. -_- 3 more trimesters in this hellhole and I'm graduating with a BA double friggin major in accounting AND finance (cuz my parents don't wanna let me drop finance).... Gaaaaaah. I'm pretty sure I hate finance. Preeeetty sure.
Well at least its better than an english major....which would be kinda useless now that I think about it. Haha!

Enough about school.
Miss the music at Arena.
But I'm gonna be so frackin busy with getting ready for exams and havin to go for that Discoveries thing. Shit. I don't even knw why I agreed to volunteer there. Its two weeks before my exams dammit. And I bet they don't even need the help.

Mildly irritated with myself now.

Grr.

And the sky is so grey its gonna rain again I hope it doesn't rain beforeee I get to where I need to go. Dammit.

This be emo irritated post.
This be me ending post right now.

mann.
spent this evening catching up on all my TV shows..
and that's when i realized, i follow A LOT of shows. =D

Currently these are the ones i watch regularly....

NOT ranked in order of preference,

Chuck [loveee C. Casey and the weird humor]
NCIS [whole team is awesome]
NCIS: los angeles [LL cool J!!!!]
Bones [i like the script!]
Lost Girl [frackin hot scifi shit!!]
Nikita [Maggie Q, what's not to like? =D]
The Big Bang Theory [oh chuck lorre always delivers ]
Two and A Half Men [ditto. and charlie sheen is smokkinnnn]
House [it's just THE medical show to watch. period]
Castle [i like the humor and all the weirdness]
The Mentalist [Honestly can't pinpoint why i like this show but i DO]
Lie to Me [makes me wanna stare at people for hours to see if they're lying!]
CSI: Miami [honestly? the blond girl's super cool!]
CSI: NY [idk why i like this...]

I'm waiting for Leverage, White Collar, and Burn Notice to come back on.. love those shows too...

And when i'm bored waiting for new episodes to come out.... i watch CSI: LV and Criminal Minds [solely for Morgan cuz that dude is hooooootttttt] and HIMYM.

Contrary to popular opinion, i do NOT find HIMYM superbly entertaining...thus, it's on my back up list =D

IT ALL STARTED WHERE IT ENDED...WITH A MERINGUE EMBELLISHED PASTRY....FULL OF FAT INDUCING CALORIES.
that apparently had something devilish inside it which made us turn into....

ONE EXTREMELY DUSTY HAZY AFTERNOON [thanks btw dear sumatrans] SOMETHING AMAZING WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN.....

SOMETHING THAT INVOLVED TWO SHEXY GIRLS AND ONE BOWL..OF WHITE STUFF ..
(4 eggwhites and a 3/4 cup of sugar)

AND LOTS OF HEAT....

PLEASE NOTE THE AWESOME WALL BEHIND ME...

AND IT ALSO INVOLVED A CUP...

OKAY, TWO CUPS..

DELICIOUS, CUPS, BY THE WAY...

AND AFTER ALL THE BEATING, AND WHIPPING, AND MIXING, AND HEAT....THE WHITE STUFF GOT HARD...

AND BECAME..

MERINGUES!!!!!!!!!!! =d

THEN WE HAD AN AWESOME TIME LAUGHING OVER OLD PICTURES...

AND YES.... THIS IS ME.

SOMEONE GOT THIS FOR ME CUZ MY FACE IS BREAKING OUTTTTT AHHHHH~~~~~ :(

SUNDAY LUNCH WITH DAD, GRAMPS, AND MR PANDY. THE BOYS HAVIN A SHOWDOWN. LOLS.

HOMECOOKED DINNER, ALL MY FAVORITE DISHES!

MR PANDY GOES TO SCHOOL AND GETS BABYSAT BY FATBOY =d NOTE THE GONGCHA IN THE CORNER HEHEHE.

ME AND THE OTHER BLONDE BITCH WENT TO THE BEACH...

SINCE IT WAS TOO 'UNCIVILIZED' FOR US, WE RELOCATED TO THE [PLUSHHH COMFORT OF] WONDERFUL AND AMAZING CAFEDELMAR. PEOPLE, GO THERE. IT'S AWESOME. HAD THE BEST TIME... AND GOT BURNT IN THE PROCESS. HEARTS MY GIRL FOREVAAAA MWAHHHH~***

SEE THE RESEMBLANCE?? =D

I HAD IT IN ME SINCE YOUNG... MWAAAHAAHAAA

So this photo was taken by Nads for her photography class....i was supposed to look fat...but i think it makes me look preggers. If you didn't know better...this wud be an advertisement for "Exercise Equipment for the Expectant Mother: beat the baby bulge!" hmmm. okay so i'm not ssaying i was skinny or whatever... i m just saying in this pic i look normal sized, right?? Okay. You know what my diet was like?? I'd eat TWO servings of eggs for breakfast at least twice a week...and at least one more full meal during the day that would contain either CHEESE or EGGS again. And most cafe meals are FRIED. Add to that, i never ate regular meals cuz well i have issues with schedules. hahah. Not counting my square meals... here's what i'd eat for inbetweens. Whenever i was hungry, i'd eat. literally. Even 3 am in the morning. I'd eat either campbell soup or instant rice noodles.. or a bag of lays. Literally, i'd finish a whole damn bag on my own. not the small bag..the BIG ONE. I'd buy bags of the stuff from the cafe... nachos...lays..pringles... then i'd buy candy bars like Musketeers just to munch at random ass times. Not forgetting the awesome cake-bread that is so freakishly oily but so GOOD. I'd buy that at least once a month and finish almost the whole thing myself. sometimes my freakishly disciplined roommate wud take a slice then i'd' finish the rest. Yep. and my fave foods were like PIZZA and QUESADILLAS which were oily/full of cheese/calorie heaven.... and yet, u see the picture... im NOT OBESE.

I believe it's cuz i walked alot. Like to class and shit. It adds up.. im not even kidding. So basically what i need to do is...now, eat normal meals, then walk/go out/shop/move/dance alot... Cuz there's no way the calories in the food i'm eating NOW cud ever equal what i ate then. hahaha! I mean seriously in one day here, i eat like two meals with no cheese except maybe an egg...and i seldom eat chips/cakes etc... seldom compared to how i used to eat them almost everyday in america =P THUS AND THEREFORE!!!!!!!! Imma get more active. hehe. Thing is that everything here costs $$ :(

I miss this day!! I was like so severely hungover i had to walk thru Sonrise like 3 times before i felt normal! =D but i looked kinda sorta skinny despite my puffy jacket right?? why???? i ate like a pig and yet still looked fine. =_=''' okay or maybe it's just the camera'? ahahha. One of the happiest times was just spending that Saturday walking around in the cold. =)

OKAY.

I've just gotten the inspiration to blog.. and photoblog too!! I've realized that a blog is like wayyy better if i put pretty pictures in it..cuz a picture speaks a thousand words..yes?

Xiaxue...this famous sg chick blogger... heard about her since like ages ago? but thanks to reviews i heard about her being kinda 'ahlian' and stuff i never bothered to go hunt down her blog! untillllll i got really bored yesterday [?] and followed her on twitter...and her tweets were hilarious. like seriously straight-up cut the bullshit comments. I cud respect that totally! so yep went to read her blog and sureee she photoshops her pictures alottttttt [which leaves me wondering what exactly she looks like] but hey at least she admits it and doesn't try to justify it. i mean honestly, it's every person's choice! and dont lie EVERY girl edits her pics SOMETIMES. hahaha it's a matter of what extent u go to, that's all =) and plastic surgery? hmmm well again doing it doesn't mean ur a bad person... just another personal choice thingy!

So! i like her blog. and it kinda made me REMEMBER what blogging is about.. cuz i've been getting a bit monotonous on my blog [to me anyway] and since this is a sortakinda diary that i will read and reread in the future... time to step up my [blogging] game!! =)

can't believe the last time i blogged was monday!!!!!!!!!!

ive been busy!
like super.

gonna blog tomorrow evening....if im still able to type properly! haha. nights!

Yesterday was brilliant.

love heart to heart conversations.

love ban mian.

love finishing Monday's tuition.

love when my lil tutee cooperates with me. Lols.

love shopping at fairprice.

love watching Grownups on my computer. hahaha.

Aights. Time to start project work!!

okay!! no excuse for no blogging.

Had an awesome day on Saturday with two lunches...once at Vines, and once at PL's banmian... sadly my appetite didn't hold up to the demand anddddd i nearly threw up on the way home. haha! Nevertheless! was a pretty awesome day =)

Sunday was dreamyyy... woke up a lil bit late, so met yt at ten thirty instead of ten... and amazingly it was SUNNY. like reallly sunny! especially in the afternoon from like 1pm to 4pm..the sly was BLUE with fluffy fluffy clouds making pretty patterns. Damn. We tried Palawan in the mornin, but it was kinda hard to tan while lying on the sand and worrying about sandflies...so we decided to go back to civilization...Cafe del Mar. LOVELY. like seriously, cafedelmar is way better than palawan...esp if you want tanning and lazing around in the sun... palawan is more for people who wanna like...play and stuff. =P Drank tomato juice and breaded mushhhhrooms. and i ate ice which was stupid cuz apparently i started getting cramps. Went away after awhile. so yep! It was an awesome suntan session... oh yea despite the mini cat fight...which was in retrospect kinda stupid. Blame my pms. =D

OH! and right after tanning my pms finished....which meant emergency trip to giant for supplies. ahaha.. -_-'''

Rushed from harbourfront to chinatown to buy something to eat...then went to my friend's place for dinner. Wheeeee all my favorite dishes..BUT i still had no appetite. nvrthelesss! i ate like one bowl of rice and we finished most of the dishes. [thru coersion and force-feeding] hahaha! Ate one quarter of a watermelon too. And then i raped this giant softtoy. LMAO.

Took a cab home cuz it was mighty late and my sunburn was hurting like F.

Woke up this morning cuz my phone rang..but i didn't smile cuz my face hurt. Inside? Huge goofy grin.

Ahhh life is good. TGFSM. =D

I think i'm gonna remove my cbox for awhile... it's not in use and somehowwww computer generated spam is taking over. haha.

Yesterdayyyy:
Woke up late, took my time getting ready and eating breakfast.. then headed down to Chinatown for lunch! Had Suan La Fen..which is like...sour/spicy noodles? Me like spicy. Shopped around Chinatown then WALKED to tanjong pagar mrt. super funny cuz i thought the capitol building was Bugis Junction and like insisted on walking towards it. And my friend was like, ''alright you walk, i follow, maybe now i'll find out how you always get lost!'' lmao =_='' i DO NOT always get lost okayyy. i have gps on my damn blackberry. whahaha.

From tanjong pagar xchange, i bought this super funny pink polkadotted pair of undies, that had a panda on the ass, and the panda had an afro!!!! How cool is that??? was like $2.90 :)

Travelled down to Bugis to go look for polaroid film... but it was majorly hard to find cuz the whole place was like uber scary thanks to pushy sales people. Finally wanted to order from this one uncle, then he said no stock. Fine lor. Bought 2 packs cuz yt sez she needs it for tonight. hahaha. ooo and i bought a barbie one for my student =D Wanted to eat dessert in Bugis but wasn't hungry enough yet...

took a train down to Aljunied... and we had LiangPiMian. zzzzzzzzzsuperrrrrrrrrr awesome. [okay maybe i have weird tastes] but it's like this cold noodle with cold cucumber and beansprouts and some other weird porous squares, and the sauce is frickin spicy and sour too. packeted MaLaTang to bring home and eat.

From aljunied we went to tampinessssss to eat at Frolick. Blissssss. chilled at Frolick for like an hour... then went homeee.

Was gonna study when i got home but was too tired. slept [super] early at about 130am. but my eyebags are bigger today than when i slept at 4am the night before -_-'''

Weird.

Was supposed to get up at 7am this morning..but i gave up and went back to sleep....woke up at around 830..and was planning on only skipping tutorial...but when i arrived the classroom was super fullll so i'm now relaxing in the computer lab....doubt im missing anything important. =D

And one more thing.
I have epiccc stomach cramps now. omggggg. Must be the overload of chili yesterday!.

OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I just 'topupped' my playlist!!!!!

Like it?

Im pretty sure most of my songs are really old...but... eh.. i like em! haha =)

Today was a pretty good day. TGFSM. hahahahaha.
Heavy rain in the morning followed by scorching sun in the afternoon. Wanted to tan, but ...Sabbath. Lolls.

My blog is getting happier and happier, dont you think?
Trying to blog about non-depressing shit.
Of course it helps that i'm feeling the loveee from everyone.
[thanks, lovelies.]

Had a chance to play with ahdorrableeee Kezia today! hehe. Sometimes i wish i had a mini stuffed toy in my bag all the time so i could entertain kids. =D

This week is gonna be crazy.

Sunday [tmrw] is filled up with lunch with family and work...
Monday i have tuition and i'll prolly try to catch up on my studying in the morning.
Tuesday i have something on..for the whole day from 2 onwards. not sure if i have tuition.
Wednesday is school+dinner.
Thursday is more school..till 10pm. :'(
And Friday is like... stay at home/swim/do something relaxing day.
next Saturday's gonna be like the same as this Saturday..
And next Sunday HOPEFULLY we'll get to suntan!! =D
This is all part of my PLANNNN to keep myself 'super' active so I can lose more weight.

WHICH REMINDS ME OMGOMGOMGOMG people!!!!!!!!!! LOSE, not LOOSE. LOOSE IS FOR WHEN MY CLOTHES ARE LOOSE OR MY SHOES ARE LOOSE OR THIS NOOSE AROUND YOUR FRIGGIN NECK IS HANGIN LOOSE. LOSE IS FOR WHEN SOMETHING GOES MISSING AND YOU CAN'T FIND IT, OR WHEN YOU DONT POSSESS SOMETHING ANYMORE THEN YOU HAVE LOST THAT THING. see the difference??? omg. Honestly. ENGLISH, PEOPLE!!!!

AND ECUADOR is pronounced eh-kwa-door not EE-kwa-door. it's EH! not EE! you fricking butchered the English language today... and you're some sorta head of our Mission?? Come on. seriously. Speak at least ONE language right, okay? your Mandarin sounds like shit too.

Imma hit the sack now.
Luvv ya, whoever's readin this. heh ^^

Today... has been a thinking day.
Cause people have been making me think all week.

Thought for today? Someone asked me, what is my IDEAL boyfriend like.
Surprisingly, and kinda sadly, i didn't have a ready answer at all.
Why?
When i was like 14, i knew. When i was 15, i knew. But now?
I'm like so lost i don't even know anymore.
The word 'boyfriend' just repels me somehow.
Maybe cause i'm so tired?
But it made me think..what should my ideal boyfriend be like?

I haven't found the answer.
Just too tired to think. And just thinking of relationships? Makes me nauseated. Literally.

Kinda been having too much stress this week.
like, i feel pressure from EVERYBODY. I can't say what i really think or really feel...partly cuz i don't know and also partly cuz everyone im close to has a different opinion of what i should and should not do. and maybe i'm feeling weak because it never affected me before. Perhaps it's only affecting me now because i myself don't know what i want. [wait. i think i said all this before. hmmmm.]

I'm really touched though.. cuz one of my friends said something really sweet.
"Yes sometimes people just can't help. But i want you to know i'm here for you when you need."
And i was really really like "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" in my head but i didn't know how exactly to express my touched-ness so i just said thanks and that i appreciated it. Truth is, it made my day. haha. Especially since this friend of mine has major communication problems. hehehe [i hope you read this]

ANYWAY! i just dont know what to do except go with the flow and try to keep my head above water.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE!!!! When i started typing this post, Baby Rafiel was nudging me with his nose and jumping all over ttryina get attention but i really wanted to finish writing this SOOOOO i said to him "baby, mommy's working right now!" and WTH he stopped jumping and lay down quietly!! hahaha. he's dozing with his head on his paw right now. I swear i didn't raise my voice or anything! Super cute baby. Gonna hug and cuddle him after this to his lil heart's content! =D

Today? Facial!!! Hate how those facial people loveee trying to convince you to buy another package before you've even FINISHED ur current package! makes me wonder if any fool would actually buy everything they ask you you buy! hahaha. Went for lunch at Square Two...lovely meal... and then bought a danish for daddy from Cedele, and went to 313 to pkt you tiao and a butterfly too. Brought it home and dad was still sleeping! So i plugged in my mini speaker and made a Super Awesome Playlist to blast while i cleaned my hamster's cage. Alas he woke up and came out so i had to play the music slightly softer [dad's allergic to loud noises, thus, i never cried much as a baby. LOL] Afterrrrrr cleaning the huge ass cage [a bird cage actually but i use it for my furball], i swept the floor with that Magiclean thingy? Then decided i had wayyy too much energy and since the mop and pail looked so cute and fun to play with, i mopped the whole friggin house. And mopped the living room twice. Sometimes i wish i have a bigger house cuz when im in the cleaning mood i dont have enough floor area to clean. LOL. After i cleaned the flooorrrrr momma was home! So i helped her dye her hair [which is also pretty fun when im in The Mood] and then went to my room to watch The Big Bang Theory. Season 4 is awesomely hilarious. Gonna watch the previous three seasons again this coming week. Hehehe.

After dinner, went to CP to meet Dev and help her do an emergency procedure! She gave me this ADORABLE purse from Dorothy Perkins and a matching hair clip!! omgggg i needed a purse and this one is so damn classy! =D Mad mad love.

That's my day !
=D
Gotta sleep soon!!