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I see alot of bullshit in the world around me.
Yes, even friends.
And sure, I prolly add to the bullshit myself.
But why can't people be honest, it doesn't take a person with a high intelligence level to actually realize that HELLO honesty IS the best policy and even if it isn't, it's MORAL.
Honesty is just one part of the puzzle..
People dont say what they mean and they dont mean what they say.
AND, then they dont act on what they say after they say it.
I think it's bullshit, what i see going around in society today.
ALSO.
I've decided I would be open to dating someone twice my age, or more.
BUT..
and there's a HUGE BUT...
He'd have to look like that super hot actor from Angel.
Mwahaa.
Maternal Instinct.
The basic primal instinct that keeps the human race alive..
Well, other than the other basic primal instinct that is.
There was once when i wanted a baby with a vigor and ferocity that was kinda bordering on freakiness.
Now i'm back to normal...but in my mind there is this certainty that one day i WILL be a mother. Because i can't think of anything that would be more fulfilling.
And I also realized, it's pointless to talk to a child about the specifics of child-rearing.
Not only is it pointless, but it's frustrating and frightening.
Ha ha.
I shall go watch Asian Musik Awards now with Dadds.
Idk what's more disturbing, that my dad watches the AMAs or that i watch it with him.
Decided to buy the DVD of this world tour!!!!!!
Mad awesome voice... but we all know that. That's not the point of me posting this here, other than to give you an aural orgasm that is.. =P
My point is she's gotta be one really strong lady ... did u see the creepy dudes in the video? it's like SCARY. If i were her i'd have like stayed at least 3 meters away from the grabby hands. Forget the glitz and the glamour for a sec...how would you like people taking pictures of you while you were SHOPPING. Fine, i wouldn't mind people taking pics of me while shopping, not if i looked as gorgeous as her anyway...but how would you like someone BITCHING about you just cuz you didn't say HELLO to him, as if you were supposed to psychically know that he was your biggest fan or whatever. I mean honestly... sometime people are really psycho.
This video kinda creeped me out...honestly.... but just focus on her voice and appreciate the fact that heck, maybe it IS alot better to be 'normal' instead of a superstar.
=)
My watermelon-ramming hammy. Mom says she's 'sweet'...i think she's got awesome teeth that bites. =E Either way, she's cuter than you. Yes, you. You reading this right now. She's cuter than you. Just felt the need to tell you that.
*smartypants face*
Nyaha.
Post from after my FIN 215 exam... =)
I think I may have failed fin 215.
Possibly the most depressing feeling ever.
Scoring high grades is and has always been one of the things near the top of my wishlist…
Right below getting an asianpopstar figure (think jolin tsai) and above having sex with chuck bass.
Oh wait..or maybe its below chuck bass vs my carnal instincts.
Who knows.
My point is, its pretty high up there.
So you quite possibly can understand how mentally traumatized I’m feeling right now.
Less than when I did last semester’s Advanced B.Law…
but still, traumatized.
And everytime this happens, I promise myself I’m going to study harder next sem.
I’m still waiting for that to materialize.
Anyway! I’m on my way home now..
That was at vivo…then I dropped by CTown to pick up my lunch.
‘Ghetto’ MC food for $4…but I buy it cuz heck, I like it.
Of course i prefer to eat it in comfort at home..thus I’m lugging it home,
hoping it doesn’t spill all over my gorgeously dried skin.
Well.I need to do so many things after my exams finish on wednesday.
1- message ashes and liza before they decide I’ve died.
2- send boxes.
3- shop for christmas pressies!
4- start working out/swimming again. Won’t do for me to get all soft and squishy again…
5- meet up with my gorgeous girlies here..
6- sit on poopypants’ books as he tries to study.
7- bathe my dog.
Whoa okay yes.
Dog needs bath.
Totally forgot.
Since I’m almost home, I shall now abandon my frenetic typing on this tiny keyboard in favor of chillin on my furry (dog’s shedding) bed…
And watching stupid american crime/detective/mysteries/comedy shows while eating awesome spicyasmutatedjalapenos ghettoass chinachinese food.
You envy me don’t you?
I’m sure you do.
Side note: dog has since been bathed...nice n fresh now =D
Is it me, or is it you?
Sometimes i just feel that you dont give a turkey's ass about me.
cuz prolly to you, im replaceable.
Now what kind of a fool would i be, to make you irreplaceable when im disposable to you?
Sometimes i just want stop caring..
i really do..
just to see how much you actually care.
Maybe i'm a fool to even think you bother.
then again, maybe this is just PMS.
Either way..
i'm gonna stop showing how much i care... and i knw ive said this before, but its in my NATURE to be expressive when i care about someone...and i keep forgetting i need to pull the brakes.
Just really in a bad place right now.
As a Singaporean, what's your language?
Americans speak English, so do the British..
Chinese speak Mandarin and all those dialects..
Malays speak bahasa, Indians speak tamil..or hindi?
so you.
singaporean.
what do YOU speak?
and dont tell me singlish cause that's just disgusting.
Let me rephrase,
speaking Singlish is fine...but just make SURE you actually KNOW how to write a 500 word essay in ONE language PERFECTLY.
Honestly.
I'm meeting wayy too many people who can't speak/write/READ proper English, OR Mandarin...
and they have the balls to laugh at foreigners who speak English with an accent.
Hey. Im not sayin it's wrong to laugh at them...im just sayin what makes you think you're ANY BETTER?!
Disgusting.. truly disgusting.
Let me tell you this..
Those foreigners? They're better than YOU because you can't even speak ONE language perfectly....while im pretty sure they can speak their home country's language properly.
So who's the fool now, eh?
PS: Still, in the interests of being nationalistic... Tok Singlish oso can lah! xP
"A day without you is like a year without rain."
For all my awesome special friends.. y'all know who you are!
=)
BACK TO MAKING OUT WITH MY BOOKS.
Kidding.
But it does feel like some sort of twisted full time relationship im having with my books/notes/pens/paper..
Its like if i spend mroe than three hours away from them i feel overwhelming anxiety...
I guess it's my new priority...for the next one week anyway.
LETS GOOOOO~!
Today?
Chewed books...
almost literally..
but im so glad to say,
my Finance 215 is ALMOST done.
Just have to put together my cheat sheet... gonna do that on tuesday.
Tomorrow and wednesday is Decision Analysis time!!!!
Gotta push hard for that one too... crazy hard to understand.
This time is way too fast...really... i like to have at least 2 weeks preparation.. this time's been like less than a week!
Only have one day to study for QT...
Hope it's gonna be enough.
On a non-study related sidenote...
I've decided to swear off swearing....
Like completely cold turkey..
Don't know why... but i think it's cuz ive decided to give myself more credit for being able to scold people effectively without using banalities like Fuck or motherfucker [though they are fun to use sometimes].... i'd much rather try shakespearean fun stuff like ....you swine born of amalgamated whoremongers ... and the like. =P
Not sayin I judge people who swear.. i mean if you look at my archives there's more than enough in there! Just sayin maybe i wanna try something new....yknow...in my regression progress. =)
Much love,
Dawnny
Got so sick of the songs i had to change my playlist.
ENJOY =D
PS: there are some awfully weird additions ;)
Busy.
excuse the swearing between the lines... but...
Exams coming on thurs, fri, mon and wed. That's wayy too fast.
Been missing out on my night study times thanks to Discoveries '10 but it's been a good experience.
falling sick soon too.. trying to combat my failing body with tons of water and sleep but the stress is getting to me.
Just finished studying auditing today....working on finance still.. and QT practise will probably have to wait till the tuesday before the exam.... Gonna try and study Dec Analysis by this weekend...which means ive gotta finish finance by tomorrow hopefully. Cripes. Haven't even started on the damn cheat sheet yet.
Stressing.
Had a lovely dinner with tatcha, and yes she loves me tons cuz she came all the way out to Novena =D bought candy to send to ashes n liza !! hehe. Indulged on UDDERS later just to celebrate my last chill time before turning into an exam robot..
[exam robot = when i study for hours and brains start freezing up socially so that when i see people i can't form coherent sentences. yupppp pretty much it.]
bought poopypants a muffin..... hee!
Gonna go attack Finance now....hope i pass it. Seriously. Worst mod ever.
PS: i owe ashes a message.
yes.
ive been absent from this blog again.
crap.
well... reaching home everynight at 11 pm or later isn't conducive to blogging! hahahaha.
just registered for next semester's classes.... two finance classes, one general, and one accounting class. i think the accounting class is the last one for my accounting major! now on to the horrible finance section. grrrr.
Hungry!
hope i get lunch soon.
was supposed to go swimming this morning, but we both overslept soooooo gonna walk around town a lil later =)
Luv luvs, im out! =)