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ME, NOW.
MY EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER.
And by now i'm smart enough to realize that in a mere 4 months, they will be back to bite my on the ass again.
Oh well.
Let's get this corporate finance over and done with!!! =)
Then let's have fun next week!
I HOPE.
ps: Finally changed my playlist... i'm pretty sure it's better now, dontcha think? ;)
EXAMS.
and it's the 21st.
It's days like these that make me feel..
like a snowball in a blizzard, like a coffeebean in a sack..
in other words..
Au Natural.
Oddly enough,
It's the middle of study week/exam week and you made me relaxed enough to enjoy myself.
Thank you, and thank you for letting me shine as simply myself.
You make it possible.
Always, always you.
This conversation reminds me of one I had in 2005...
The last time this happened....I said I wanted out of a relationship because I felt I wasn't mature enough for it.
This time... I feel like saying the same thing... but it would be 100% sarcasm.
Odd...how things change.
Then again, i can't believe it's only been five years.
Feels like so much more.
I need to elaborate on this subject. Truly.
What makes a person a 'grownup' ?
What makes a person 'matured' ?
Back then, I was 14....still had a ton of holes in my logic...didn't know up from down.. and got pissy really fast.
Now? I'm still irritated really easily..but I'm pretty sure my logic is about a 100 times better...and now i know up from down and even right from left.
So some people say when you're growing up you need to prioritize?
That's a ton of bullshit.
There's a difference between prioritizing and just not caring anymore.
I just think guys dont have the balls to admit it.
To me, growing up means becoming more confident. Confident in who you are, what you do, and what you say. Until you have all three, you're far from grown up.
I've not grown up yet. I still depend somewhat on people around me for confirmation that what i do is right. I still dont always say the right things at the right time and in the right way. And I'm still figuring out who I am.
But I know this,
I know that I can walk into a room full of strangers, and be insanely confident- if the occasion calls for it. I know that I can hold a conversation with anybody, anytime, anywhere, and not come accross as an awkward kid. I know that I can face down a bitchy lecturer with a PHD and not waver. I know that I have a plan for my life, and even though that plan keeps getting messed up, I KEEP MOVING ON. I know exactly what I want to be. I know my beliefs, I know right from wrong. I may not do the right thing all the time, but I know what the right thing is. And I can make a damned good argument as to why I believe it's the right thing.
And being grown up also means learning how to love the important people in your life, and knowing how to make them feel loved. It means learning how to balance work and love. It so does not mean putting them lower on your priority list.
I'm not asking for alot.
Just pick up the damn phone or text me.
Or grow a pair of balls to tell me I'm not important enough.
Stop making excuses...
It's what kids do... not 'grown men'
A thousand enema's couldn't fix the bullshit problem you have going on there.
This is quite possibly the worst Valentine's day ever.
=)
Whatever.
VALENTINE'S DAY IS ABOUT THE CHOCOLATE, DARLINGS!
Beautiful rich chocolate in it's many forms and mixtures. =)'
I bought 30 bucks worth of chocolate today to give to the cute adorable people that make my life special.^^
Just read some of my posts from 2008?
Let's just say.... im glad i'm done with that.
Wayyyy too crazy and outta control. Well, okay, not really out of control... just too crazy.
Damn i feel old now.
Oh well.
=)
I don't really mind!
Why is it in human nature, the urge to quickly hate?
Why is it in human nature, the urge to avoid the blame?
Beautiful skies these past two days =)
Reunion dinner was warm and familial. 7 of us and two very hungry dogs made short work of mom's goodies =)
Visiting Gramma and Grampa was totally worth it cause they were so happy to play host and hostess! haha!More later..... =)